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Melodeonist
Guest
I’m feeling really down today for a multitude of reasons: I am extremely jealous of all guys who are able to get Catholic girlfriends, I also hate myself for having an irrational fear of approaching young Catholic women despite being a very extroverted and outgoing person. These two things are some of the biggest things that crush my spirit, but I also hate myself for picking a major I loathe in college when I should have picked music. I also am feeling really down because I just want to meet new people and talk to people as well as play music for an audience, but outside of college it’s near impossible. I just feel like giving up. I know a cigarette is what can cure my down feelings, but I also know that if I give in I’ll have to go through withdrawal again (I’m a month and 5 days nicotine free) and if I start again I’ll never get a Catholic girlfriend because no girl wants a guy who smokes.
Pray for me!
Pray for me!