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BlushingMango
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Hello. Please pray for me…
I am going through tough times of sin in my life and I only want to do good…
I find satan around every corner either trying to take my words and turn them into promises to God, or fill my mind with intrusive thoughts.
The only time I’m happy is when I know I get to go to confession and I don’t have to monitor my thoughts as much because satan seems to stop hammering me so much then. The depression and guilt can be overwhelming sometimes.
I do talk to my mom a lot who says most Christians go through this same trouble in their life, trying to prove to God that you truly love Him and want to follow Him… but I feel very alone since I am the only kid I know with the same experience in their life (I’m 14 btw.) I’ve started to hate other kids because I feel they have it ‘too easy’ in life and I’m the only one struggling with depression and sin that they don’t even understand!
I know a lot of people who are praying for me already, but I am getting so sick of this constant war. I just want it to end because when I discovered that some of the things I was doing were sins, I knew they had to go, and I believe that is one of the first steps to being a better Christian… But I still feel stuck and I’m very worried I won’t confess a sin right or something and God will send me to hell for it.
Please pray that I figure out my sins and make a perfect confession, that I get a handle on these intrusive thoughts which I sometimes give in to, and my OCD. Thanks! :bighanky:
I find satan around every corner either trying to take my words and turn them into promises to God, or fill my mind with intrusive thoughts.
The only time I’m happy is when I know I get to go to confession and I don’t have to monitor my thoughts as much because satan seems to stop hammering me so much then. The depression and guilt can be overwhelming sometimes.
I do talk to my mom a lot who says most Christians go through this same trouble in their life, trying to prove to God that you truly love Him and want to follow Him… but I feel very alone since I am the only kid I know with the same experience in their life (I’m 14 btw.) I’ve started to hate other kids because I feel they have it ‘too easy’ in life and I’m the only one struggling with depression and sin that they don’t even understand!
I know a lot of people who are praying for me already, but I am getting so sick of this constant war. I just want it to end because when I discovered that some of the things I was doing were sins, I knew they had to go, and I believe that is one of the first steps to being a better Christian… But I still feel stuck and I’m very worried I won’t confess a sin right or something and God will send me to hell for it.
Please pray that I figure out my sins and make a perfect confession, that I get a handle on these intrusive thoughts which I sometimes give in to, and my OCD. Thanks! :bighanky:

