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thesmiter1
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I have gone through depression and anxiety. I have been on the verge of suicide, a millimeter movement of my hand away from death. I hated myself and I hated God. I have come very far since then, most likely because of prayers from my mother.
Now I am trying to start a young adult group at my local parish. There is little interest. Throughout my life, and during my depression, friends of mine left the Church. People everywhere live in a state of self-destruction. People are treated as objects and nothing more. It seems as though love is dead. Most people probably don’t even know what it really is.
The evil in the world is tremendous, and the young have suffered for it. My fellow young adults continue to fall away from the Church as though they are moths drawn to some distant flame. It helped cause my despair, because I was left utterly alone. The girl I loved fell, as well, and this destroyed me more.
Pray, now, for the youth of this world. Pray for the young adults: those that are 18 all the way to their 30s. Pray for my friends that have fallen. Pray for my friends that will fall. Pray for the new young adults at my parish and everywhere; that they are filled with the Holy Spirit and never fall away, even as they go into the world of darkness. Pray especially for the young women at my parish and everywhere, that they respect themselves and avoid evil people, especially men that would use them, and instead look to other Holy young people for companionship and friendship. Pray that the adults in charge of my parish and every parish are filled with the Holy Spirit, and do all they can to instruct the young and embody the Love of Christ.
I feel as though I am fighting a great battle against something that cannot be defeated. Pray for all those who fight this battle against evil, for it seems to me that evil has won control of this generation, and that there is little hope for salvation. Pray that chastity becomes a common practice, and that those who seek love in Matrimony, such as myself, or in Holy Orders, may find it swiftly, and in every other aspect of their life.
Pray for the powerful intercession of the Blessed Virgin. Pray for the invoking of the Holy Spirit, and the salvation of the young.
Now I am trying to start a young adult group at my local parish. There is little interest. Throughout my life, and during my depression, friends of mine left the Church. People everywhere live in a state of self-destruction. People are treated as objects and nothing more. It seems as though love is dead. Most people probably don’t even know what it really is.
The evil in the world is tremendous, and the young have suffered for it. My fellow young adults continue to fall away from the Church as though they are moths drawn to some distant flame. It helped cause my despair, because I was left utterly alone. The girl I loved fell, as well, and this destroyed me more.
Pray, now, for the youth of this world. Pray for the young adults: those that are 18 all the way to their 30s. Pray for my friends that have fallen. Pray for my friends that will fall. Pray for the new young adults at my parish and everywhere; that they are filled with the Holy Spirit and never fall away, even as they go into the world of darkness. Pray especially for the young women at my parish and everywhere, that they respect themselves and avoid evil people, especially men that would use them, and instead look to other Holy young people for companionship and friendship. Pray that the adults in charge of my parish and every parish are filled with the Holy Spirit, and do all they can to instruct the young and embody the Love of Christ.
I feel as though I am fighting a great battle against something that cannot be defeated. Pray for all those who fight this battle against evil, for it seems to me that evil has won control of this generation, and that there is little hope for salvation. Pray that chastity becomes a common practice, and that those who seek love in Matrimony, such as myself, or in Holy Orders, may find it swiftly, and in every other aspect of their life.
Pray for the powerful intercession of the Blessed Virgin. Pray for the invoking of the Holy Spirit, and the salvation of the young.