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arami86
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Dear father,
I am broken. I am embarrassed. I left everything for a man who never loved me. I left because I fell head over heels for him. I loved him the only way I knew how, with everything I am. My happiness was seeing him smile. I gave him everything I had and more. He was my life. Until he broke me. He hurt me so bad and I had to leave but I wanted him to fight for me and he didn’t lift a finger. He ran away at the first chance he saw. And I’m left behind broken. So broken. This overwhelming feeling of loneliness is overwhelming. This feeling of longing, longing for the past. For the way it was with him by my side. I feel out of place everywhere. My home was wherever he was, and now he’s gone. I fell asleep every night on his chest listening to his heartbeat and now I"m never going to hear that sound again. God, I ask you to heal my broken heart. To keep my soul company, to stop these tears that won’t stop coming. I know it was your will, please help me accept it. Please take this pain away. I can barely stand it, it scares me. God, I am so lonely, come to me. Please, keep me company for I’m afraid to be alone. God, I come to you, to ask for forgiveness and to ask you to heal me. Please hold me, please don’t abandon me. I can barely take this pain.
God, heal my soul. Calm the palpitations of my heart. Give my mind rest. God, I am lonely, I am hurt, I am shattered. Please hold me through this ordeal. Only you can save me. Your love is greater than any I could ever feel. Please heal me. Please don’t abandon me. I am lost. God, save me. Heal me.
I am broken. I am embarrassed. I left everything for a man who never loved me. I left because I fell head over heels for him. I loved him the only way I knew how, with everything I am. My happiness was seeing him smile. I gave him everything I had and more. He was my life. Until he broke me. He hurt me so bad and I had to leave but I wanted him to fight for me and he didn’t lift a finger. He ran away at the first chance he saw. And I’m left behind broken. So broken. This overwhelming feeling of loneliness is overwhelming. This feeling of longing, longing for the past. For the way it was with him by my side. I feel out of place everywhere. My home was wherever he was, and now he’s gone. I fell asleep every night on his chest listening to his heartbeat and now I"m never going to hear that sound again. God, I ask you to heal my broken heart. To keep my soul company, to stop these tears that won’t stop coming. I know it was your will, please help me accept it. Please take this pain away. I can barely stand it, it scares me. God, I am so lonely, come to me. Please, keep me company for I’m afraid to be alone. God, I come to you, to ask for forgiveness and to ask you to heal me. Please hold me, please don’t abandon me. I can barely take this pain.
God, heal my soul. Calm the palpitations of my heart. Give my mind rest. God, I am lonely, I am hurt, I am shattered. Please hold me through this ordeal. Only you can save me. Your love is greater than any I could ever feel. Please heal me. Please don’t abandon me. I am lost. God, save me. Heal me.

