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I posted this before, but I can’t find the thread. I have been writing and illustrating a children’s book for 6 years. My Mother has wanted me to finish it for years and I tried to make it as perfect is possible, which is what killed it. I wanted it to be my masterpiece, and the book became all about me, and displaying my abilities as an artist instead of serving others. I’ve been struggling with wanting God to bless it for all this time, and it seems like it has become like an idol that can’t be blessed the way I want it to be blessed. I’m going to go insane if I keep working on it, and I don’t know how to end it. I’ve worked on it for 6 years, and I just want it to end. My parents want me to finish it so badly, but I have not had any lasting peace about God wanting it for my life. I don’t know what to do, and I want to ask for your prayers.
Right now it seems that the only way it will be blessed is if I do it solely as a work to make money from, to support myself. Basically, it will be a secular work, not a spiritual one. I have tried to make it more, but I just can’t seem to maintain a healthy outlook on it, which is why God can’t bless it the way I want him to bless it. I need to submit to God, that God might help me to fulfill HIS dream for my life.
Right now it seems that the only way it will be blessed is if I do it solely as a work to make money from, to support myself. Basically, it will be a secular work, not a spiritual one. I have tried to make it more, but I just can’t seem to maintain a healthy outlook on it, which is why God can’t bless it the way I want him to bless it. I need to submit to God, that God might help me to fulfill HIS dream for my life.

