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dsully
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Hello,
I have posted on this topic before. I thank you for your prayers previously. I believe that they really helped. However, I fell in the area of masturbation again. I know I need to stop giving in to this sin, so I have disciplined myself to confess it to others when I do, which is humiliating to me. So that’s what I’m doing now. What’s even more humiliating is that I had homosexual fantasies while I did it. Please pray for me that I take the steps I need to take to pursue chastity and address the issue of my disordered desires. (I do not remember always having a homosexual orientation or inclinations, but seem to have slipped into them over the years. I don’t know if it is permanent or if it can be addressed and/or rectified.)
I am in RCIA and have met with the priest once, but I haven’t brought up this issue and I don’t know if I should. I love the things of God and want to grow in holiness, but this is one of my major issues that I need to work on now.
I am also still connected to my former evangelical church.
Pray also that I would grow in charity and willingness to submit to God’s will.
Thanks,
dsully
I have posted on this topic before. I thank you for your prayers previously. I believe that they really helped. However, I fell in the area of masturbation again. I know I need to stop giving in to this sin, so I have disciplined myself to confess it to others when I do, which is humiliating to me. So that’s what I’m doing now. What’s even more humiliating is that I had homosexual fantasies while I did it. Please pray for me that I take the steps I need to take to pursue chastity and address the issue of my disordered desires. (I do not remember always having a homosexual orientation or inclinations, but seem to have slipped into them over the years. I don’t know if it is permanent or if it can be addressed and/or rectified.)
I am in RCIA and have met with the priest once, but I haven’t brought up this issue and I don’t know if I should. I love the things of God and want to grow in holiness, but this is one of my major issues that I need to work on now.
I am also still connected to my former evangelical church.
Pray also that I would grow in charity and willingness to submit to God’s will.
Thanks,
dsully