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Lexa9
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Hello. I am new here in CAF. I decided to sign up here because I know I need healing and I need Jesus in my life.
I am having too many temptations in my life.
I am gay and is currently having a long distance relationship. I know deep inside me this wrong and a sin. But this temptation I have been carrying is strong. I have this fear that I needed to be loved. That I needed to feel important so I looked and found ‘love’ in the wrong situation and in the wrong relationship. I am never truly happy with this, there is no peace of mind and I always get hurt. But I cannot seem to overcome this, because I am afraid of losing her. I feel insecure because I feel like I have no use in my life. Right now I am hurt and I need Jesus Christ but sometimes I cannot feel that I am truly worthy to ask Him to take over me because I am a sinner. I am ashamed and unworthy.
That is why I am reaching to you to help me pray for me to be healed and let go of everything and let Him take over. I need Jesus Christ in my life.

I am having too many temptations in my life.
I am gay and is currently having a long distance relationship. I know deep inside me this wrong and a sin. But this temptation I have been carrying is strong. I have this fear that I needed to be loved. That I needed to feel important so I looked and found ‘love’ in the wrong situation and in the wrong relationship. I am never truly happy with this, there is no peace of mind and I always get hurt. But I cannot seem to overcome this, because I am afraid of losing her. I feel insecure because I feel like I have no use in my life. Right now I am hurt and I need Jesus Christ but sometimes I cannot feel that I am truly worthy to ask Him to take over me because I am a sinner. I am ashamed and unworthy.
That is why I am reaching to you to help me pray for me to be healed and let go of everything and let Him take over. I need Jesus Christ in my life.
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