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Petra_a8
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I have recently finished all my exams from a three year engineering program but I am yet to find a job. In my second year of studies I began feeling depressed and even started to hate God because I felt I wasn’t being granted opportunities that would make me happy so I was lost, unhappy and wished for death every day. I ended up having to take a year off from school for reflection and even though I didn’t deserve it, God helped me out of my rut and gave me strength to move on. I have been trying to follow Him as best as I can since then, but lately I feel like I’ve been falling back into depression.
Since I have no classes and no job I’m just at home, living in a rural area so there isn’t much to do unless I take a two hour drive away from the area. I feel as though I have no purpose and some days I feel like I’m losing my faith.
Please pray for me to get a job and to have patience and faith in Christ because I know he knows what is best for me- I just lose my trust sometimes.
Since I have no classes and no job I’m just at home, living in a rural area so there isn’t much to do unless I take a two hour drive away from the area. I feel as though I have no purpose and some days I feel like I’m losing my faith.
Please pray for me to get a job and to have patience and faith in Christ because I know he knows what is best for me- I just lose my trust sometimes.
