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Elisabeth51
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I am supposed to be one of the warriors, but lately I’m having trouble praying at all, I haven’t had communion in weeks, I know I need to go to confession, but don’t want to talk to my parish priest who is also my boss as I work at the church…I’m really upset with God about a number of things, one is something I have no control over that I asked Him to guide about for years. He finally showed me the answer and I was so happy…I will not go into it in specifics, but someone I thought was a friend has treated me terribly and I feel like he was never a friend to start with, I know he has problems of his own (thinks feelings are bad, no one is supposed to care about him, he has to take care of himself all alone) but he’s hurt me very badly and I have to work and go to church with this person, and on top of it, my family is struggling and has been for a long time and I’m just tired of it all. If I didn’t believe suicide would send me to Hell…I wish I wasn’t here. I’m trying to see the good, but can’t.
I did make the decision last night to try again to pray the Rosary, when you’re upset with Dad you ask Mom to talk to Him, right?
I did make the decision last night to try again to pray the Rosary, when you’re upset with Dad you ask Mom to talk to Him, right?

