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I am struggling with shame by posting here all the time. I just need prayer during this period of my life more than I ever have before, because my own instability, lack of faith and purity makes it hard for me to pray when I’ve sinned or am being tested. I wanted to ask for prayer that I would be given the grace to truly repent and find my stability in God and repent of my trepidation and avoidance of reading and studying Scripture. I know my feelings are deceptive, but there is this deep sense that I am estranged from God and experiencing chastisement for my lack of love, trust and respect for Him. I also am guilty of praying and practicing as a Catholic because it has given me emotional stability and comfort, even when I was completely unsure if it was true. I have become a fool, and I need to become like the person in Psalm 1, because right now I’m like the wicked who are blown to and fro by feelings and circumstances.
I am going to talk with my Spiritual Director about this, in hopes that he can help me.
I am going to talk with my Spiritual Director about this, in hopes that he can help me.
