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TL;DR: Me and my Fiancée are transgender, but I love God and she is becoming a satanist.
Firstly, I beg the moderators to not ban me. I’m afraid to look like a troll, but I’m just a really messy sinner. I’m not troll, just disturbed.
I’m a transvestite. I used to be a catholic when I created this account some years ago, but a lot of thing changed since. I became an tranvestite.
Despite me being a tranvestite, I still love God and hate evil and degenerate things like satanism, polyamory, drugs etc. I love my God.
I’m not trying to justify my sin, but my fiancée is became a satanist.
When I used to pray the rosary for her, she stops being a satanist and tell me she refuses Satan and accept God, but now we are far away (I’m in another city) and she don’t want to give up on satanism anymore. She turns off the phone when I start praying for her.
I’m so broken, the salary of the sin is the death.
I prayed the rosary today, we need mercy. I would give up on her if this helps her conversion, but I think it’s just gonna make everything worse.
I just want her with God and nothing more. Please, ask God to help this poor soul.
I don’t want to suicide in respect of my God, because He doesn’t want this. I can barely eat, I’m crying a lot and screaming a lot in home.
My eyes are hurting due to the tears.
“Lord, I do not deserve to have you come under my roof. But just say the word, and my servant will be healed” Mathew 8:8
Firstly, I beg the moderators to not ban me. I’m afraid to look like a troll, but I’m just a really messy sinner. I’m not troll, just disturbed.
I’m a transvestite. I used to be a catholic when I created this account some years ago, but a lot of thing changed since. I became an tranvestite.
Despite me being a tranvestite, I still love God and hate evil and degenerate things like satanism, polyamory, drugs etc. I love my God.
I’m not trying to justify my sin, but my fiancée is became a satanist.
When I used to pray the rosary for her, she stops being a satanist and tell me she refuses Satan and accept God, but now we are far away (I’m in another city) and she don’t want to give up on satanism anymore. She turns off the phone when I start praying for her.
I’m so broken, the salary of the sin is the death.
I prayed the rosary today, we need mercy. I would give up on her if this helps her conversion, but I think it’s just gonna make everything worse.
I just want her with God and nothing more. Please, ask God to help this poor soul.
I don’t want to suicide in respect of my God, because He doesn’t want this. I can barely eat, I’m crying a lot and screaming a lot in home.
My eyes are hurting due to the tears.
“Lord, I do not deserve to have you come under my roof. But just say the word, and my servant will be healed” Mathew 8:8