Prayer for the Heart

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At this moment, I feel very fragile and beaten down. What I write below is something you won’t agree. But for my sake, please pray for me.

I hate myself. I hate my heart. The very heart that God has granted upon me is a curse to me. I am a servant to my heart. It makes me have compassion towards people. It makes me help them. A help that I can’t ask no return from. I help them, then they are happy and went away. Just a sentence they said,¨You are a true gentlemen¨, ¨You are a nice person¨, ¨Thank you, Bye!¨. Those words are words, they are just winds passing by. They found their happiness but I have never found my true happiness.

I tried to care and help the one I love the most, but she too also left and find happiness in someone else. But still I helped her because that is what my heart demands.

Please my God, if you love me, please take this heart away from me. I just want to live a normal life like the others. They don’t care so much for other people. They live their life. They live it for their own. They don’t sacrifice their time for others.

Please my God, I beg you, I will give you anything; my body, my mind, my intelligence, whatever it is so you can take away this heart from me. I am sure there is someone else that needs it more than I do. I am not deserving of this curse. You picked the wrong man. In my hand, this is only a curse. I am sure there is someone that can make it into a true blessing. That person is not me.

Please my God, if you love me, either you take this heart away from me or you take my life soon. I cannot take it myself because that is against my principle and it is sinful. Moreover, I still want to enjoy life: I want to watch The Avengers: Age of Ultron, play The Witcher 3 and build Lego Land among others. But this heart will only make me into a living husk. I cannot die, yet I cannot live.

Please my God, please take this cup away from me. I don’t deserve this suffering. I am not a saint nor a holy man. I am just a regular human being, yet you have tested me so much. Please free me from the obligations to my heart. Jesus did it, but I am not Him. Please God, for your love to me, and I know you love me, don’t sacrifice me like a lamb to a slaughter house, for the good of others. I envy the others that can enjoy their life free of this heart.

Please God, don’t make me hate you for keeping this heart inside me. I want it out.
 
I will be keeping you in my prayers, especially in four ways: (i) that you are able to heal from the pain others have caused you; (ii) that you will find a way to forgive them and to work through resentment; (iii) that your sense of trust in Our Lord begin to outweigh the pain you’ve felt; and (iv) that you consider, look for, find, and submit to a worthy spiritual director.
 
O Loving Heart of our Lord Jesus Christ! O Heart that woundest hearts harder than stone, warmest souls colder than ice, and oftenest spirits more impenetrable than the diamond! Wound my heart, then, dearest Saviour, with the thought of thy sacred wounds; intoxicate my soul with thy Blood, so that wherever I turn I may see only my crucified Lord, and that all that I look upon may appear dyed in thy Blood. Good Jesus, give my heart no rest until is has found thee, who art its centre, its love, and all its happiness.

Dearest Jesus, by the wound in thy Heart, pardon me the sins I have committed through ill-will or bad intentions. Place my wicked heart in thine, which is wholly divine, so that being evermore under thy holy protection and guidance, I may persevere in doing good and avoiding evil to my latest breath. Amen.
 
Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

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Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

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Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.
 
Hmmm… Offering a decade of the Rosary, and will let God sort this one out.
 
HAIL MARY FULL OF GRACE THE LORD IS WITH THEE BLESSED ART THOU AMONGST WOMEN AND BLESSED IS THE FRUIT OF THY WOMB JESUS, HOLY MARY MOTHER OF GOD PRAY FOR US SINNERS NOW AND AT THE HOUR OF OUR DEATH,AMEN!!

Immaculate Mary, dear Mother, Consoler,take styx69 to find refuge in thy most loveble heart, help him trust you, and Thou shalt be the dearest object of his veneration. Fron thee,the dispenser of heavenly treasures, may styx69 find peace in his troubles, light in his doubts, defense in dangers, help in all his needs. Be therefore, his refuge,strength,consolation,O Mary Consoler.

Dearest Mary, Consoler of the afflicted, pray for styx69.

May God grant you strength and renew your hope,help you overcome and find solace in the right place and way,amen!

Dear styx69,Still praying for you,suggest that you talk to someone who will give you counsel. God bless you and your beautiful heart!!
 
I pray that Our Merciful Lord will send you true friends who will love, respect, and take care of you, as you do for them. I ask this in the Most Holy Name of Jesus. Amen.
 
Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me. Amen
 
Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee. Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

:crossrc:
 
Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee. Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

:crossrc:
 
Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.
Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.
 
Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

:crossrc:
 
Hi, I’m a mother of kids that I would think are your age based on the interests you’ve stated. I’ve had some long talks with them about emotional chastity and I think it would help you to read up on it a bit. I just did a quick google search and there’s quite a bit out there. It’s actually a hot topic in the young adult catholic circles.

It’s a way for you to learn to discipline yourself and your heart to avoid all the pain your experiencing. I would also strongly urge you to find a spiritual advisor who preferably works with university age adults, he’ll be very well versed in what your experiencing.

I’ll be praying for you.
 
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