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Bdonoho
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I don’t have any work coming in, I’ve been in a rut for a while now. I feel like I’m being pulled away from the career I thought I wanted towards a better good than the good I’ve been pursuing, and the good I’m pursuing is uncomfortable, challenging, humbling, painful and unclear. I hope there will come a time when following God’s will won’t be so painful, and I am praying for the grace to perservere. My temper keeps flaring up, and the whole process is humiliating because it makes me feel like a carnal selfish person and I can just feel like any moment I’m going to give up and get off the ride. I don’t know who to talk to about this other than my spiritual director, and I don’t get to talk to him often so I spend huge swaths of time trudging through this. I want to ask for prayer to persevere through what God is leading me through, and that I might be able to provide for myself while doing it.
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