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kdaigle
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I have been married twice (once -13 years and second 17 months but in the relationship 4 years). I have been dating a man for the past 4.5 years. We initially lived together but after multiple times of him lying and getting caught, we decided to severe the relationship. Well he went to our home while I was out of town at my parents and took everything out of the house except for a couch, my sons bed and 1 full sized matteress. I was left basically with nothing and had to start over in July 2010. It was 2 weeks before I began school (I’m a teacher) and my 14 year old son began his first year of high school. After what seemed like months of him begging for forgiveness I forgave him and we began to date again. I didn’t allow him to move back in because something in my heart didn’t feel right. Well last night he lied again and this time I have called it quits for good. I am so brokenheartened when I think about having to be in a single state and all the years I wasted on him, when I knew he wasn’t loyal, faithful or sincere. My request is that you intercede and petition on my behalf to heal my brokenheart, keep me going in a positive direction and protect my son’s spirit and encouragement. I feel absolutely aweful to say the very least. I am beating myself up for letting him back into my son’s and my lives. Pray for me please.