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eevikram
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Dear People,
I humbly request everyone who is seeing this post to kindly pray for the peace of my younger brother’s soul. His name is Jitendra Singh Chauhan and he was born on 28th November 1984.
He hanged himself on 8th Jan 18, he did not leave any note behind so we dont know the real reason for his taking his own life.
We are hindus and as hindus we cremate the bodies of our loved ones who have passed away. We have some rituals during cremation and afterwords as well.
i dont know the real reason of his suicide and i can only guess what may have been the cause.
My mother is going through a lot of grief but putting a strong face probably for me.
I am devastated and crying often, i loved him so much and since we dont have father who died long back i was mainly responsible for our family, my brother couldnt get married as his salary was a little less, i am married and have a wife and a child, i feel ashamed of the kind of brother i am who couldnt even get his younger brother married which i believe probably may have been the biggest reason of his taking this step.
I always wanted him to have a great life and i probably became more of a father than a brother.
I feel i am responsible for not being there as his brother cz he would have wanted a hug and a shoulder to lay his head on and reveal what may have been troubling him.
I dont know if i could ever forgive myself for not being able to give my beautiful brother a great life and for not being able to see if he was in pain.
I have read thing about how the soul’s of people who commit suicide is treated in afterlife, i dont know if they are true or not but i wish he would get all the happiness and peace and live in the shadow of God forever, that he may never ever be hurt.
I request everyone Please pray for my brother’s soul so that he be granted heaven and be forever happy.
I humbly request everyone who is seeing this post to kindly pray for the peace of my younger brother’s soul. His name is Jitendra Singh Chauhan and he was born on 28th November 1984.
He hanged himself on 8th Jan 18, he did not leave any note behind so we dont know the real reason for his taking his own life.
We are hindus and as hindus we cremate the bodies of our loved ones who have passed away. We have some rituals during cremation and afterwords as well.
i dont know the real reason of his suicide and i can only guess what may have been the cause.
My mother is going through a lot of grief but putting a strong face probably for me.
I am devastated and crying often, i loved him so much and since we dont have father who died long back i was mainly responsible for our family, my brother couldnt get married as his salary was a little less, i am married and have a wife and a child, i feel ashamed of the kind of brother i am who couldnt even get his younger brother married which i believe probably may have been the biggest reason of his taking this step.
I always wanted him to have a great life and i probably became more of a father than a brother.
I feel i am responsible for not being there as his brother cz he would have wanted a hug and a shoulder to lay his head on and reveal what may have been troubling him.
I dont know if i could ever forgive myself for not being able to give my beautiful brother a great life and for not being able to see if he was in pain.
I have read thing about how the soul’s of people who commit suicide is treated in afterlife, i dont know if they are true or not but i wish he would get all the happiness and peace and live in the shadow of God forever, that he may never ever be hurt.
I request everyone Please pray for my brother’s soul so that he be granted heaven and be forever happy.
