Prayer Request: I am FIGHTING MAD Now

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Dear brothers and sisters,
I have been beating myself up over real sins that I confessed and repented of, or made a sincere attempt to repent of, ages ago. Not only that, but for all sins up until recently, I had fulfilled ALL of the responsibilities for the Divine Mercy Sunday PLENARY INDULGENCE for two years in a row.
So as far as I’m concerned, Jesus made a solemn promise that not only are the sins pardoned, but ALL the temporal punishments are removed too. He said it, I’m taking him at his word. He promised, I am merely holding Him to His promise to St. Faustina.
No defiance here, only trust and expectation.
Only the Devil would try to make a person despair over past wrongdoing when even a Plenary Indulgence has been fulfilled TWICE.
Next, over these past couple of years, God knows FULL WELL that I never
did anything wrong or improper KNOWINGLY, nor INTENTIONALLY, nor WILLFULLY, nor with ANY AWARENESS whatsoever. Therefore, I am asking the LORD to protect me from all harm and all trouble whatsoever, and to protect me and my loved ones as well.
The Lord KNOWS I did not knowingly nor intentionally do ANYTHING wrong.
I am therefore COUNTING on his protection, even if He has to use FORCE to protect me.
I am no longer going to let the Devil cast me into despair over these worries and fears.
God is stronger than the Devil. But the Devil and his minions are very malicious.
They take God-fearing people and blind them so that they say or do things that they would not knowingly or intentionally do. They blind us and trick us.
St. Michael the Archangel, pray for us!!!
I am fighting mad now. Madder than a wet hornet. Madder than words can convey.
I was growing in Faith, and that filthy evil one and his minions pulled the rug out from under me. I am not going to stand for it any longer. I am going to fight for my faith.
**I will not let God go until HE BLESSES ME (and blesses my family).**I am not going to give up my Catholic Faith, my Faith in Christ, because of the malice and malicious trickery of the Evil One and his fallen angel minions.
I ask for your prayers for me and for my dear family. Please ask the LORD GOD
to fill me and my loved ones with renewed Faith and with the Holy Spirit. Please ask the LORD GOD to cover me and my folks with the Precious Blood of Jesus.
Please ask the LORD to help me make a good confession soon, as this despair, confusion, grief etc. had shattered my faith and destroyed my resistance to sin.
Please ask the LORD to help me succeed on my new job, and to help me make all the money I need to pay my just debts and support my dear elderly parents. Please ask God to fill me with Faith, Hope, and Charity and HOLY COURAGE.
And chastity. And WISDOM. And with SELFLESSNESS.
Please ask God to scatter and confound ALL who would come against me, as I am
a godfearing person in spite of all my past sins.
Please ask God to scatter and confound ALL who would come against my elderly parents and my dear sister.
Please ask God to heal my sweet elderly mom and elderly dad, of their ailments and to bless them spiritually and financially too. Please ask God to heal and bless and protect my mom, dad, and sister.
Thank you so much, all of you, for praying for me,
and may God richly bless and protect all of YOU, too.
 
Saint Michael the Archangel,
defend us in battle.
Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray;
and do Thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host -
by the Divine Power of God -
cast into hell, satan and all the evil spirits,
who roam throughout the world seeking the ruin of souls.

Amen.
 
The Lord will forgive any sins past or present through confession. Then you must learn to forgive yourself.
Peace:blessyou:
 
**The Lord will forgive any sins past or present through confession. Then you must learn to forgive yourself.
Peace **

Yes, I believe that the Lord will do this. Forgiving one’s self, however, is sometimes
very, very difficult. Especially if one comes to realize the hurt that has come to others, especially one’s dearest ones, because of his sins, failings, mistakes and procrastinations.

I am now 50 years old and have, as I now realize, wasted a lot of time.
Some of it was entirely my own fault, and some of it was due to situations and circumstances I found myself in which, really, were beyond my control, due to religious confusion and serious mental illness (which I still suffer from severely).
I beg the LORD to help me “recover the time,” in His mercy, by helping me
fulfill all my obligations to my precious elderly parents, to my sister, to my creditors, etc.
Then, if it please the LORD, I would like to spend the remaining time in a monastery praying for the salvation of the worst of sinners, since I have been one of the very worst.
Please pray for me.
Thanks so very much. God bless you.
 
Lord, may we live in your holy presence now and always. Help us to accept your great mercy for all our sins, knowing that you love us and are always at our side to assist us. Nothing is impossible with You!
 
Thank you so much, everyone. I really need and appreciate the prayers.
May God bless all of you richly.
 
I will pray for you…

Our Father, Who art in heaven
Hallowed be Thy Name;
Thy kingdom come,
Thy will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread,
and forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those who trespass against us;
and lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil.

Amen.
 
Jaypeeto4 said:
I ask for your prayers for me and for my dear family. Please ask the LORD GOD
to fill me and my loved ones with renewed Faith and with the Holy Spirit. Please ask the LORD GOD to cover me and my folks with the Precious Blood of Jesus.
Please ask the LORD to help me make a good confession soon, as this despair, confusion, grief etc. had shattered my faith and destroyed my resistance to sin.
Please ask the LORD to help me succeed on my new job, and to help me make all the money I need to pay my just debts and support my dear elderly parents. Please ask God to fill me with Faith, Hope, and Charity and HOLY COURAGE.
And chastity. And WISDOM. And with SELFLESSNESS.
Please ask God to scatter and confound ALL who would come against me, as I am
a godfearing person in spite of all my past sins.
Please ask God to scatter and confound ALL who would come against my elderly parents and my dear sister.
Please ask God to heal my sweet elderly mom and elderly dad, of their ailments and to bless them spiritually and financially too. Please ask God to heal and bless and protect my mom, dad, and sister.
Thank you so much, all of you, for praying for me,
and may God richly bless and protect all of YOU, too.
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Praying for all of the above intentions.

Our Father…
Hail Mary…
Glory be…

Amen.

May you persevere in faith, Jaypeeto4, and keep trusting in the Lord. May our Lord grant you all the graces you need to stay in a state of grace, and may you pray ceaslessly for these graces. May your faith, hope and charity grow in proportion to your sufferings. Amen.
 
St. Michael the Archangel,
defend us in battle.
Be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the Devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray,
and do thou,
O Prince of the heavenly hosts,
by the power of God,
thrust into hell Satan,
and all the evil spirits,
who prowl about the world
seeking the ruin of souls. Amen…
 
thanks, everybody, for your prayers.

Some believe that the remission of punishments only refers to purgatorial punishments.
Well, then, Jesus should have SAID that and said it plainly, don’t you think???
Look, there are two kinds of punishments from God:
ETERNAL punishment. This is remitted in the sacrament of penance provided
a decent confession is made with at least imperfect contrition.

TEMPORAL punishments. THIS begins IN THIS LIFE and continues on into
Purgatory. It does not BEGIN in Purgatory, it begins HERE. In the HERE and NOW.
Now, if you’ve made it to Purgatory, you know you are home-free. Sure, it may
be very painful there, but you have the consolation of knowing you can’t fall away due to suffering or despair. Temporal Punishments HERE are another matter. They can be very malicious, extreme and cruel. They can drive you insane with grief no matter how much you try to pray. Jesus said the Indulgence grants COMPLETE (note that: COMPLETE)
forgiveness of sin AND OF PUNISHMENT. COMPLETE modifies AND PUNISHMENT too.
He did not limit it to punishment in the Afterlife. Therefore, He promised that He will not send punishment on anyone who fulfills the Plenary Indulgence.
Now, I don’t take that to mean that bad things will never befall you in this life
if you have received a Plenary indulgence, of course they still can. But I do take it
to mean that GOD WILL NOT SEND PUNISHMENT on you, once you have received a Plenary Indulgence. If something bad happens, it is not God CAUSING IT in order to punish you, since He has granted COMPLETE remittance of punishment via the Indulgence. Therefore, any person, no matter WHO it is, who knows the Catholic Faith and who knows the power of a plenary indulgence, had better think twice about inflicting trouble on someone for whom God has remitted temporal punishments for. They could find themselves kicking against the Divine Goads. Instead they should focus on getting a plenary indulgence for their OWN sins and faults. They could use it, too.
COMPLETE means COMPLETE.
Jesus said COMPLETE. He either meant every word of it,
or He meant not a word of it. That’s how I see it, and
I am taking him at His word.
 
Jesus said COMPLETE. He either meant every word of it,
or He meant not a word of it.

The above statement of mine sounds extremely sacrilegious and arrogant.
I am sorry to Jesus and to all of you here, if my statement above
offended the Lord. Please forgive me. I am in a lot of pain and saying
some pretty whacked out things. Lord, have mercy. Amen.
 
Dear ready, and dear slaveofjesus,
thank you so very much for your prayers posted above. God bless both
of you for your kindness and generosity.

Today ( a work-day ) was a very, very rough day.
I was having suicidal thoughts and feelings all day long.
I’ve been mentally ill for over 30 years,
but I have never had strong suicidal feelings until just very recently.
I pray God gives me the strength not to give in to them.
But I feel so morally worthless and vile,
that I believe in my case that that might be the only honorable thing to do,
because my sins have negatively impacted so many people and I am
so shocked, ashamed and horrified, and I believe that God’s spirit
has departed from me. I find it impossible to formulate any prayers, because
I am overwhelmed with dread and condemnation.
I still have some anti-anxiety medication, so I took one tonight.
Perhaps that, and all of you nice people’s prayers, will help calm me down.
Lord, I hope so.
Love to all of you,
Jaypeeto4
 
Hail Mary, full of grace,
The Lord is with Thee,
Blessed art Thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of Thy womb Jesus.
Holy, Mary, Mother of God,
pray for us sinners,
now and at the hour of our death. Amen.
 
Dear “I Thirst,”
thank you so much for your prayer.

Today is Saturday.
I hope I have a better day today.

God bless you.
 
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