After so much history and scriptures study, my disbelief is starting to grow…
I think I’m starting to become an Atheist.
Could someone please pray for me and for many others who are in a situation like mine, to find the Truth, and so that may God reveal Himself in an unambiguous way, as clearly as He did to Abraham?
Thank you all.
I’m sorry to hear you’re thinking of becoming an Atheist. I believe sometimes that people become Atheists because they have not been shown by believers that God really exists. Sure, head knowledge (bible knowledge) of God is one thing but you’re probably searching for a revelation or “real experience” of Him as well.
The truth is that God does exist, but sometimes religion puts the cart before the horse. What I mean is, I think it’s more important that you first begin to see and believe that God loves you and when you start to see and believe that, you will want to find out and know more about Him (like reading the bible or books about God). It’s like being in a relationship for the first time. Once we discover our soul mate and realize that somebody likes us for who we are, we then start to reciprocate with the other person, trying to discover their likes and dislikes, all moving towards a committed relationship. And it’s the same way with God. Even, even though He is our creator, He wants nothing more than to have a real relationship with you. Out of all the works of His creation, man is His crowning achievement, having been created just “a little lower than the angels,” so highly exalted are we.
The truth is, God first loved you and that love is what is drawing you to search for Him in this life. God goes after each soul with a vengeance, so much that He was willing to give up His only Son in order that Jesus lead all men back to the Father. When you get it into your head that God Almighty, the creator of heaven and earth wants nothing more than a relationship with minichibi–it’s pretty mind blowing, to say the least.
I’m not saying the road’s going to be easy, but once you start going after God like He’s gone after you, you will find doors start opening–people will start coming into your life to help you draw nearer to God, reading the bible will be easier once your eyes “are opened” (the eyes of your heart) etc. Once your spirit is awakened too, you will begin getting impressions from the Holy Spirit whose job is to guide your spirit back to God.
Whatever happens, don’t ever give up on God, because you are worth more than you could ever imagine. Right now, our eyes and hearts are blinded by the god of this world (satan), but when we leave this earth, our eyes will be opened and we will see the truth that Jesus died for.
God bless you on your journey
