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spiritwalker
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I’m not coming in on here for some small petty thing. I am serious with my faith and want to know some really good prayers for this real dilemma. It sounds and is extreme but I will try and make it short and to the point.
Basic Background: My parents are real satan worshippers. They put curses on me from the day I was born, I got born on the exact site of a murder on purpose for some ritual of theirs, and I basically got raised by my friends and their loving families.
After leaving my family as an adult and being with a loving family now, I do not have any communication with my parents at all. I have always been respectful with them to the best of my ability. My parents tried to send things and communicate but everything they send something really bad happens every time. I just want peace so I don’t respond or communicate with them.
I have accepted Jesus as my Savior for more than a year now. I have done some major praying and cast out all evil/demons I could.
I still probably every month or so get really strong negativity that comes my way to the point that is overwhelming where I get defensive at times with my newer loving family. It has hurt our relationship in a lot of ways and they forgive me, but I don’t want there to be a next time ever where this negativity wins. The feeling is like a stress build up of negative criticisms and thoughts that build and don’t stop, even when I try and think positive or work on something different. There are times where it feels like my energy is drained and those at my home too.
My question is this - What is a good practice and prayers that would help stop this negativity [that is psychic-like] that comes my way from any source?[It especially happens every time my parents try to communicate by mail/email.]
Basic Background: My parents are real satan worshippers. They put curses on me from the day I was born, I got born on the exact site of a murder on purpose for some ritual of theirs, and I basically got raised by my friends and their loving families.
After leaving my family as an adult and being with a loving family now, I do not have any communication with my parents at all. I have always been respectful with them to the best of my ability. My parents tried to send things and communicate but everything they send something really bad happens every time. I just want peace so I don’t respond or communicate with them.
I have accepted Jesus as my Savior for more than a year now. I have done some major praying and cast out all evil/demons I could.
I still probably every month or so get really strong negativity that comes my way to the point that is overwhelming where I get defensive at times with my newer loving family. It has hurt our relationship in a lot of ways and they forgive me, but I don’t want there to be a next time ever where this negativity wins. The feeling is like a stress build up of negative criticisms and thoughts that build and don’t stop, even when I try and think positive or work on something different. There are times where it feels like my energy is drained and those at my home too.
My question is this - What is a good practice and prayers that would help stop this negativity [that is psychic-like] that comes my way from any source?[It especially happens every time my parents try to communicate by mail/email.]