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BelleDeVina
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Hello everyone,
This is my first post to this community. Blessings to all of you. I am asking for anyone reading this to please pray for my mother and our relationship. I have hurt her and stressed her so much, and I feel terrible for my mistakes. I am 31 years old, lost my job recently and have struggled to obtain my mother’s favor. I have a BA in Sociology/Japanese but have lost numerous jobs throughout the years because I wasn’t " a good fit", others I left because of mistreatment and harassment. I am a punctual, hard working, professional young lady that has dedicated myself to doing my best at everything I do to no avail. I recently moved back home after a failed relationship and my mother is sorely dissapointed in me. Many years ago, I struggled with an addiction which I overcame not through rehab, but through my faith in God. I have worked very hard to show my mother that I am a good person, but so many bad things have happened as a result of my bad decision making.
My step father committed suicide, my biological father passed from lung cancer…so there is no father figure in my life currently, or husband to be by my mother’s side. I stressed my mother out terribly today, I lied about shopping online, I lost my house keys walking my dog in the park today. My mother was so furious that she broke a glass on the wall. I am so sorry mother, I am so sorry that I’ve become such a burden to you. I am so sorry that I am 31 and still in need of you, I am so sorry that you may never see a grandchild in the future. I am so sorry that I failed. .
This is my first post to this community. Blessings to all of you. I am asking for anyone reading this to please pray for my mother and our relationship. I have hurt her and stressed her so much, and I feel terrible for my mistakes. I am 31 years old, lost my job recently and have struggled to obtain my mother’s favor. I have a BA in Sociology/Japanese but have lost numerous jobs throughout the years because I wasn’t " a good fit", others I left because of mistreatment and harassment. I am a punctual, hard working, professional young lady that has dedicated myself to doing my best at everything I do to no avail. I recently moved back home after a failed relationship and my mother is sorely dissapointed in me. Many years ago, I struggled with an addiction which I overcame not through rehab, but through my faith in God. I have worked very hard to show my mother that I am a good person, but so many bad things have happened as a result of my bad decision making.
My step father committed suicide, my biological father passed from lung cancer…so there is no father figure in my life currently, or husband to be by my mother’s side. I stressed my mother out terribly today, I lied about shopping online, I lost my house keys walking my dog in the park today. My mother was so furious that she broke a glass on the wall. I am so sorry mother, I am so sorry that I’ve become such a burden to you. I am so sorry that I am 31 and still in need of you, I am so sorry that you may never see a grandchild in the future. I am so sorry that I failed. .