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Cimachol
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I posted the following prayer about 14 months ago:
I thank all who prayed for me. Above all I praise the Lord who answers prayers. Great is our God. Alleluia!
Today I pray in thanksgiving that I have now had my marriage blessed, am in full Communion with the Church, and have experienced God’s grace over the last year in so many ways. I no longer feel a slave to sin, but a man free to continuing growing in love and service for God. My heart overflows with joy on this Divine Mercy Sunday.Please pray for me that I may have a true conversion of heart, mind, body and soul. I am a 40-year-old man who has had the desire to become a true practitioner of the Catholic faith for my entire life, but I always seem to fall away. I prayer for purity but give in to lust. I pray for patience put give in to anger. I pray for peace but give in to depression. I pray for resolve but give in to procrastination. My good intentions return, but they quickly die away – I feel like I’m the hard ground in Jesus’ parable, where the seeds land and begin to sprout but never take root.
I am currently cut off from the sacraments, as my wife and I were married outside the Church many years ago. She does has allowed me to have our children receive the sacraments but has no apparent desire to adopt the faith herself.
I am truly afraid that if I don’t change, I will end up in hell. I may lead my family there along the way, if I do not serve as an example of faith.
Pray for me and my family, please.
I thank all who prayed for me. Above all I praise the Lord who answers prayers. Great is our God. Alleluia!