My husband and I have been praying that God will bless us w/a baby. But I also think that God will only answer our prayer if it is His will (or He’ll answer it in His way not ours.) Sometimes I think that He will answer our prayers and other times I tell myself that I need to accept God’s will which might not be that we are blessed with a child. Then I feel guilty that I’m not faithful enough in my prayers and in God. I feel like I’m stuck in a “circular reference” - either I can believe God will answer my prayers or I can believe that God will do what’s best for me. Can I do both???