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lynnehelen
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Husband here, everything worked out. For today, at least. we seem to be heading the right way, I am gaining co fidence that the plans I have only dreamed of will materialize.
To work on: issues my son will be facing while staying with my family. My father was the identified “bright one” in his family during WWII in Britain and only got beat up for it, this persisted into our family life in America, I was the identified bright one, everyone always ganged up on me, so of course my son comes in for it, especially from my father. My mother brings him into the game, and he apologized to me a few weeks ago. I coudn’t believe it. “I’m sorry for being an a-h-o-l-e to you.” All our lives, he meant. Because he was, My mother encouraged it.
To my father it was all just a game. I got banged up good by my brother, won’t go there, “there’s something wrong with Lynne, no, she’s just very bright” so they just left it until I go so sick I had to get help and only wound up wih a psych diagnosis which only got turned against me, and they used this to confuse my husband and son.
I have been working on all of this for some time, I was in a no further contact mode and out of necessity changed that to a strictly limited contact mode–this, after 4YEARS of battling with the powers that be in my world of doctors and psychologists and people thinking I’m nuts.
The issue is, what will it be like to interact with them, as i wil want to interact with my son, with shom I am developing a close bond.
My mother listens in on his phone calls and last time he was there he kept mysteriously “losing” his phone.
So much is working for the good right now that I am in a trusting mode and am trusting in the Lord Jesus for this situation. If you have any further prayers to pray for me, thank you so much as I believe that your answered prayers for me are bringing about this miraculous transformation in me, and my immediate family, I will most certainly commend you for all possible blessings and your own hearts’ desires. I already do. I am wondering who to pray to for the feeling of not deserving this, as I said, I think it is the body and the blood that I need as obviously I was not without blame myself in all that happened to me and what I did as a youth. I am rapidly shedding sins of the past and my mind is clearing.
Awesome.
Get me to church. to get to one I have to leave this area as things have been too crazy here.
Thank you for your prayers.
To work on: issues my son will be facing while staying with my family. My father was the identified “bright one” in his family during WWII in Britain and only got beat up for it, this persisted into our family life in America, I was the identified bright one, everyone always ganged up on me, so of course my son comes in for it, especially from my father. My mother brings him into the game, and he apologized to me a few weeks ago. I coudn’t believe it. “I’m sorry for being an a-h-o-l-e to you.” All our lives, he meant. Because he was, My mother encouraged it.
To my father it was all just a game. I got banged up good by my brother, won’t go there, “there’s something wrong with Lynne, no, she’s just very bright” so they just left it until I go so sick I had to get help and only wound up wih a psych diagnosis which only got turned against me, and they used this to confuse my husband and son.
I have been working on all of this for some time, I was in a no further contact mode and out of necessity changed that to a strictly limited contact mode–this, after 4YEARS of battling with the powers that be in my world of doctors and psychologists and people thinking I’m nuts.
The issue is, what will it be like to interact with them, as i wil want to interact with my son, with shom I am developing a close bond.
My mother listens in on his phone calls and last time he was there he kept mysteriously “losing” his phone.
So much is working for the good right now that I am in a trusting mode and am trusting in the Lord Jesus for this situation. If you have any further prayers to pray for me, thank you so much as I believe that your answered prayers for me are bringing about this miraculous transformation in me, and my immediate family, I will most certainly commend you for all possible blessings and your own hearts’ desires. I already do. I am wondering who to pray to for the feeling of not deserving this, as I said, I think it is the body and the blood that I need as obviously I was not without blame myself in all that happened to me and what I did as a youth. I am rapidly shedding sins of the past and my mind is clearing.
Awesome.
Get me to church. to get to one I have to leave this area as things have been too crazy here.
Thank you for your prayers.