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Hello everyone. I’m asking for prayers and also a recommended novena for my concern.
I’m in my mid 20’s and i’m not happy with how my life is, i’ve pray everyday for so long for God to lead me to my dreams. A good job, with a good female partner.
Now, there was some one i really loved. But she betrayed me by cheating on me, this happened about 4+ years ago, thing is thoug, she always came back to me and begging me to forgive and take her back. Over and over, i took her back due to my love her. But eventually i consistently lost her. She did allot of things to me that allot of anger in my heart (towards her and myself) remains in me and does not want to go. I’ve prayed so many times, tried novenas, asking others in real life to the internet to pray for me. Sometimes i’ve prayed to St Joseph, St Jude, and asked prayers for others to bring her and me back together in a much stronger relationship. But the answer is to finally move on, which is something ive said to myself and end up going down my bad memories and getting depressed eventually.
What gets me upset the most is, she is very happy now with out any care about how hurt i became from the way she treated me. Leaving me cold for other men, then coming back, etcetc… I never once had the chance to speak to her in person on my request, when i was in emotional pain, even through the telephone just to make myself feel better. She either hang up on me, and eventually make fun of me to her friends. However, everytime she came to me because she was hurt from something and that she wanted to speak to me just like when we were together, i gave her the chance just to respect her feelings. So in a way, i’ve felt that God favors her side more seeing that she is so happy to the new country she moved to, the new job she has and of course another new man in her life.
For so many years, i’ve been trying to move on but still so emotionally attached to this person that no matter what novenas i’ve said in the past, i can’t escape it. This issue has caused me to go into sins just for the sake of getting a brief of happiness and escape… since involving sexual things and heavy smoking to relieve my stress, and much more the inability to forgive. I want these sins gone from my life but no matter what i’ve tried, from prayers to bible reading, i am still tormented by it.
What i ask in general is for prayers that my life will change positively.
I want my partner, a girl that i dream about, to enter my life and possibly help me be happy again and leave behind the things i have said. To move on from the person that left me. To help inspire me, as a gift from god, to stop my sins as well… I want my life to be good, happy and much more clean to the eyes of the lord. One of my goals in life is to have God be proud of me and the family i wish he will bless with me.
Can you please pray for me and recommend me a novena.
I’m in my mid 20’s and i’m not happy with how my life is, i’ve pray everyday for so long for God to lead me to my dreams. A good job, with a good female partner.
Now, there was some one i really loved. But she betrayed me by cheating on me, this happened about 4+ years ago, thing is thoug, she always came back to me and begging me to forgive and take her back. Over and over, i took her back due to my love her. But eventually i consistently lost her. She did allot of things to me that allot of anger in my heart (towards her and myself) remains in me and does not want to go. I’ve prayed so many times, tried novenas, asking others in real life to the internet to pray for me. Sometimes i’ve prayed to St Joseph, St Jude, and asked prayers for others to bring her and me back together in a much stronger relationship. But the answer is to finally move on, which is something ive said to myself and end up going down my bad memories and getting depressed eventually.
What gets me upset the most is, she is very happy now with out any care about how hurt i became from the way she treated me. Leaving me cold for other men, then coming back, etcetc… I never once had the chance to speak to her in person on my request, when i was in emotional pain, even through the telephone just to make myself feel better. She either hang up on me, and eventually make fun of me to her friends. However, everytime she came to me because she was hurt from something and that she wanted to speak to me just like when we were together, i gave her the chance just to respect her feelings. So in a way, i’ve felt that God favors her side more seeing that she is so happy to the new country she moved to, the new job she has and of course another new man in her life.
For so many years, i’ve been trying to move on but still so emotionally attached to this person that no matter what novenas i’ve said in the past, i can’t escape it. This issue has caused me to go into sins just for the sake of getting a brief of happiness and escape… since involving sexual things and heavy smoking to relieve my stress, and much more the inability to forgive. I want these sins gone from my life but no matter what i’ve tried, from prayers to bible reading, i am still tormented by it.
What i ask in general is for prayers that my life will change positively.
- For God to bring a woman into my life
- To my career in graphic designing
- To help me conquer against my sins and live a life that HE can be proud of.
I want my partner, a girl that i dream about, to enter my life and possibly help me be happy again and leave behind the things i have said. To move on from the person that left me. To help inspire me, as a gift from god, to stop my sins as well… I want my life to be good, happy and much more clean to the eyes of the lord. One of my goals in life is to have God be proud of me and the family i wish he will bless with me.
Can you please pray for me and recommend me a novena.