Continuing prayer… How are you doing?
Thank you so much! The meeting went well. My priest and the church secretary were absolutely overjoyed! I’m set to be confirmed at our Easter vigil mass.

On a personal level, things have still been shaky, but God is still with me. In fact, just after posting this request, I picked up my Magnificat, opened it at random and started reading, and within minutes reached this passage:
“I am begging you, since it is so delightful, never let any trouble or temptation the devil might give you make you look back; never let your soul give in to sadness or discouragement, for the devil would like nothing better. He likes to give us lots of judments against what we are commanded in obedience. He doesn’t do this thinking we will fall at the first stroke, but only to lead us to unreasonable sadness and spiritual discouragement. For once he has brought us to sadness and discouragement, we become frustrated with ourselves and abandon our spiritual practices, thinking God must not be pleased or satisfied with what we have been doing, since we are experiencing so much darkness and coldheartedness.”
I mean, if that doesn’t speak directly to what I was saying in the OP!
Also, my priest is a great homilist and on so many Sundays, it seems like God has put words in his mouth to speak to me. It’s a strange thing. He is new to the parish I attend, and in fact he was installed there at the exact time I came back to the Church. I truly feel that, among doubtless many other reasons, God sent him here to help bring me back. There have been several Sunday mornings when I was struggling with particular issues and seriously considered just giving up altogether and staying home but still found the grace to drag myself into the pew, and then Fr. would give a homily that addressed EXACTLY the problem that had been dampering my faith. In fact, this happened again just this morning.

My particular favorite instance though was one morning when my parents happened to be at the same Mass I was attending (they usually attend an earlier service.) I hadn’t yet told them I had returned to the Church. Fr. didn’t know that I had been an atheist until quite recently, nor did he know that I was the son of these people. Anyway, in his homily he started talking about how many parents in the church were losing their children to the philosophy of atheism and to keep faith that God would guide them back home. I know this tugged at my parents’ heart strings, so imagine their surprise and elation when they stepped out of their pew after Mass to see me! It was one of the most joyous moments of my life (and judging by the looks on their faces, theirs, too!)
Sorry, I’m rambling. Just wanted to share how good God has been to me, even in my doubt and ingratitude. Thank you all again for your prayers, and, if ya have the time, keep 'em coming! I will be praying for all of you!