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Lynne_bug87
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I am a mother of 2 that has battled smoking for some time, I always quit when pregnant ( during 2nd trimester) My husband and I are wanting to try for another child but I feel and know I need to stop this once and for all before pregnancy. I am quiting this evening so that I may have 6 hours of detox before I wake Sunday. I am quitting cold turkey. I ask for prayers to give the strength, serenity, a calm and logical mind to undergo this detox. as I said I have two children ages 4 and 18 months that I stay home with ( hence serenity haha) my 4 yr old said she wanted to smoke when she gets bigger and it broke my heart, b/c i remember being a little girl and watching my mother smoke and wandering what the joy was in it and that is what led me to smoke, I want/ NEED to end this cycle, I have ended the cycle of child abuse in my family and this is the next cycle that has to end with me. Please I ask for help! I humble myself. I understand this CAN NOT be done with out G*D so I ask anyone who reads this to please pray for me not just when you read it but thru out the next few days Please!