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Insomniac67
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The unbearable has now happened. 2 years ago my only sister was diagnosed with incurable Multiple Myeloma (bone cancer) Last Friday my only brother was diagnosed with liver cancer. Today we received the news that my brother has little chance of surviving. The pain of having this happen twice is unbearable. I am so scared that my mom will not make it thru.I can honestly say I am shouting to GOD why?? I am so angry and so scared. I do not worry about my feelings or faith any longer for I am now numb. I know that they will be rejoicing in heaven but I am being selfish. I admit it it, I am not ready for them to go. They have 6 kids between them that need their father and mother. I am angry. I know this sounds horrible but I feel like GOD didn’t just not answer our Prayers. I feel like he flat out told us NO. Please Pray for my Brother,Sister and Mom for I can no longer bear the thought of unanswered prayers. My 8 year old told me pre- diagnosis that there is NO WAY that GOD and Father Jared will let Uncle D and Aunt C have cancer. I do not want my kids to lose their faith. I have always told my daughter that GOD would protect her.I am rambling and sorry just PRAYERS PLEASE
