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niall
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I have been struggling as of late so deeply with spiritual darkness, so badly that it got to the point today where I felt so much contempt and anger towards God. I felt it was bordering on hatred…However, after many hours of half-hearted prayer on my part, and not giving myself wholly over to Jesus, I read an excerpt from St. Faustina’s diary, in which she writes about a conversation between Jesus and a despairing soul.
I feel much more light-hearted now, and I truly wish to do better for Him. I pray that this trust that I have now, at this very moment, will last my whole lifetime. I know this sounds maybe too hopeful, but I just wish to trust everything to Him. Please, pray to Him and all the saints that I always put trust in Him, and know that I can rest at His feet. Please pray that my love for Him be strengthened to last an entire lifetime. Thank you so much to all those who will.
I feel much more light-hearted now, and I truly wish to do better for Him. I pray that this trust that I have now, at this very moment, will last my whole lifetime. I know this sounds maybe too hopeful, but I just wish to trust everything to Him. Please, pray to Him and all the saints that I always put trust in Him, and know that I can rest at His feet. Please pray that my love for Him be strengthened to last an entire lifetime. Thank you so much to all those who will.