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Jaypeeto4
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Dear Friends,
please pray for me to the LORD JESUS that He will help me have a very, very, very successful day at work today. Beg Him to help me meet, and greatly exceed, my sales goals and other job goals, so that I can make a decent commission and pay all my bills and help my elderly parents.
Please beg JESUS to help me make a good confession very soon.
God allowed - for reasons I cannot begin to fathom -
absolutely hellish things to break upon me in my life all at once, beginning last year.
And He knew, I am sure, that I was too weak to successfully pass such an impossible test as all that, all at once. I lost my faith because I felt (really felt) “reprobated” and beyond hope. That caused me to lose my faith. Then the other serious troubles started, after my faith had been shattered, which God allowed to happen for whatever reason.
Having unwillingly had my faith shattered, I lost my resistance to sin, and committed quite a few mortal sins. I went to confession once, but my faith did not return, and I fell into them again. I am now regularly praying the Divine Mercy Chaplet begging Jesus for the grace to make a good confession and thoroughly repent to whatever degrees necessary and to do penance. Please ask God to help me in this matter, too.
I am kind of “upset” with God, as atrociously arrogant as that is, I know.
You see, I believe and I know that if He had not allowed the rug to be pulled
out from under my Faith, which I was not a willing party to, then I would NOT have fallen back into these mortal sins of the flesh. I know I have committed many dastardly sins since baptism, and God owes me nothing but judgment strictly speaking, but then why was he helping me spiritually right up until the rug was pulled out from under my Faith beginning in May/June of 2010? I just don’t understand this. Please pray for me, I need lots of prayer. Please ask God to give me a heart as repentant as David’s was as expressed in Psalm 51. And to please give me back my sanity, for it is gone.
Thanks all, and God love all of you.
Jaypeeto4
please pray for me to the LORD JESUS that He will help me have a very, very, very successful day at work today. Beg Him to help me meet, and greatly exceed, my sales goals and other job goals, so that I can make a decent commission and pay all my bills and help my elderly parents.
Please beg JESUS to help me make a good confession very soon.
God allowed - for reasons I cannot begin to fathom -
absolutely hellish things to break upon me in my life all at once, beginning last year.
And He knew, I am sure, that I was too weak to successfully pass such an impossible test as all that, all at once. I lost my faith because I felt (really felt) “reprobated” and beyond hope. That caused me to lose my faith. Then the other serious troubles started, after my faith had been shattered, which God allowed to happen for whatever reason.
Having unwillingly had my faith shattered, I lost my resistance to sin, and committed quite a few mortal sins. I went to confession once, but my faith did not return, and I fell into them again. I am now regularly praying the Divine Mercy Chaplet begging Jesus for the grace to make a good confession and thoroughly repent to whatever degrees necessary and to do penance. Please ask God to help me in this matter, too.
I am kind of “upset” with God, as atrociously arrogant as that is, I know.
You see, I believe and I know that if He had not allowed the rug to be pulled
out from under my Faith, which I was not a willing party to, then I would NOT have fallen back into these mortal sins of the flesh. I know I have committed many dastardly sins since baptism, and God owes me nothing but judgment strictly speaking, but then why was he helping me spiritually right up until the rug was pulled out from under my Faith beginning in May/June of 2010? I just don’t understand this. Please pray for me, I need lots of prayer. Please ask God to give me a heart as repentant as David’s was as expressed in Psalm 51. And to please give me back my sanity, for it is gone.
Thanks all, and God love all of you.
Jaypeeto4
