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Sometimes when I see the suffering of others my own problems seem so petty and small but I am kind of down tonite… because I am tired and in more than one situation I am like a rat in a maze. I have been living in my apartment for seven years as of today. When I first moved there I had a different job and it was close to my job and I had not yet returned to the church. 1. In the past seven years I have seen family after family evicted and my landlady is extremely rude and I know she isn’t fond of me either. 2. I switched jobs and I even got a kind of promotion where I work and I like my job 3. I do not live close to church or my job and I do not have a car so that every time I go to mass or work outside of the hours that the bus runs it is a thirty dollar trip one way. The bus is lousy on weekends. 4.I get off of work at 1230 in the morning and I find I have to spend the nite at work take the six oclock bus and get home at eight oclock in the morning sleep four hours and then get up and get on a one oclock bus in the afternoon and rinse wash repeat. If I take a cab home it is 25 dollars a nite and that adds up. To go to mass is forty or fifty dollars. So I need a dependable car or better yet I need to move… and I want to move. i would like to move within walking distance of my church and on a bus line closer to work. The problem is that my landlady who doesn’t like me anyway is going to find a way to make it very expensive if not impossible to leave. I need a few open doors. Please pray for me.