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LirMengRen
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Years ago, I knew a person who I was cruel to by accident. Even though I loved her. But we were children, and then I forgot her for a long time. But just last October, I found out some information about her, which, although great news, was absolutely none of my business. As usual, I reacted impulsively. And I lied to her on the internet. And I had no right to behave like this. And I think she knows it was me. If I had told the truth, she would probably have been happy to hear from me, but as it is, I think I’ve disgusted her. And now I have to live with the shame and guilt of what I’ve done. And the whole thing is very humiliating. Not to mention dangerous. And I’ve offended her family as well. So please pray that she forgets me and knows nothing about me, and that I will never annoy, hurt, or bother her in any way again.
I have a lot of unanswered questions about the situation, and I am wondering whether it’s fate or not, and whether I’ll ever know her again.But please pray that God will answer all my questions in the best way possible, and that I’ll be able to accept his answer gratefully… I don’t know why a lot of this has happened, but if nothing else, at least I can embrace it as a learning experience. No mature or sensible person would have reacted the way I did, and at least now I’ll know for the future.But it’s sad; if I knew her now instead of then, I know we could be friends. But maybe it’s not meant to be. All I can do now is trust God, and try to stop thinking about it.I have really embarrassed myself…
Thanks for your prayers! God bless!
I have a lot of unanswered questions about the situation, and I am wondering whether it’s fate or not, and whether I’ll ever know her again.But please pray that God will answer all my questions in the best way possible, and that I’ll be able to accept his answer gratefully… I don’t know why a lot of this has happened, but if nothing else, at least I can embrace it as a learning experience. No mature or sensible person would have reacted the way I did, and at least now I’ll know for the future.But it’s sad; if I knew her now instead of then, I know we could be friends. But maybe it’s not meant to be. All I can do now is trust God, and try to stop thinking about it.I have really embarrassed myself…
Thanks for your prayers! God bless!