Dear Friend,
I am truly sorry you are suffering
Reading your post, brought me to the verge of tears. It pains me when a fellow human being is hurting.
I pray for you, that your fatigue be lifted, and that you find renewed strength within yourself. I pray that god fills you with love and comfort, giving you that renewed strength you so desperately need. I pray for the powerful intercession of the saints, angels, and martyrs in heaven, that they to pray for your well being. I pray that your pain may cease to exist, and that you are no longer hurting. I pray that the lord helps you get through the night, not having to deal with constantly awaking. I pray that your husband realizes his duty to YOU, and finds more time to console and comfort you, maybe putting a little less time into work and more time into loving and caring for you (although I know how important monetary means are and suporrting family etc, just including this because he is your BIGGEST support structure next to god and the saints/angels…)
I pray that the holy spirit guides you and consoles you in your situation, and that you come out of this experience with a renewed heart and even stronger bond to god than before.
I know sometimes from personal experience that the lord has us go through rough spots, to only get lifted back up and truly realize his loving and merciful way.
Thus, I pray that you stay FAITHFUL, and continue to pray, regardless of your situation, and to TRUST, that god will take care of you. Because my friend, god WILL, truly take care of you. Pray… I promise you will be safe and the pain will cease to exist…
<3 always
