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lost_person
Guest
I sit here in pain and agony and in the midst of some type of Panic Attack. Lord you know the background of this so I come to you for solace.You brought to me a Wife. I have Loved her more than myself, as you command. I have made mistakes but you know that I have done nothing against my Sacred Vows. Before I met my Wife I know that I was a Sinner and have begged your forgiveness. I do not know your Plan so I wander aimlessly and suffer this terrible agony. Lord you know what a lonely and tortured life I lived before my Marriage. Why are you taking her away from me Lord? Why is she turning away when I need her so much? Why does she not need me? What have I done wrong Lord? I do not understand.I know that I returned to you, as most Sinners, because of this crisis and begging for help. I continue to beg for your help. But if this is not to be then I beg you to help me accept this in a way that is pleasing to you. Please help me to help my Wife for as long as she needs.
Lord you know that my Life will be a living Hell without my Wife. I have learned to put you first in my Life and Pray for eternal salvation. But, if I must spend my remaining years in an earthly Hell then just help my Wife and forget about me.Let me finish my Life by doing what will give my Wife and Family security and a better life.Lord please allow me to accept your decision and my Wife’s decision in a way so that she will allow me to help her. Even through all of this agony I Worship you and Love her more than myself.
Lord you know that my Life will be a living Hell without my Wife. I have learned to put you first in my Life and Pray for eternal salvation. But, if I must spend my remaining years in an earthly Hell then just help my Wife and forget about me.Let me finish my Life by doing what will give my Wife and Family security and a better life.Lord please allow me to accept your decision and my Wife’s decision in a way so that she will allow me to help her. Even through all of this agony I Worship you and Love her more than myself.
