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threelives
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We are lost! I love my husband so much but he is sick, he has self destructed to the point and on the brink of a breakdown. Alcoholism and MI he is fighting every day, It started two years ago this October, All that has led to multiple job losses, multiple arrests. He tells me he would rather sleep in his car than come here, his dignity is lost. He had big jobs which has been minimized to interviews for entry level jobs which is unsettling to him. He was a great provider, a great dad and a great husband and we have been through so much but nothing like this before. I have prayed, I have spoken to priests that have had said to find peace. I am still searching for that and I am trying to hold it together for our children, No child deserves to know the depths of this. The irony is when my husband was lost and confused before he actually used to post on this board himself and you all have been wonderful in listening and in replying. He hasn’t done that in years I feel like he is already gone and I’m just left here to wallow in the guilt and the doubt. I go to church and I do find peace there but the reality and the every day is far from it.
Thank you for reading! God bless!
Thank you for reading! God bless!
