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Discerning_Life
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I’m reluctant to ask for prayers for myself, but I guess everyone needs to ask every now and then. I’ve been depressed for years, but this year and these few months have been the worst. I’m either emotionally numb or I am in pain. I purposely isolate myself from people, yet at the same time, I lament my loneliness. I have psycho-motor retardation, so when I read things aloud, I stutter and embarrass myself. I have difficulty finding pleasure, and it feels as if I can’t pray anymore. When it gets really bad, I think of…well, the worst thing I know of.
I swear I’ll get help in college next year, but for now, there’s literally no way for financial and familial reasons. Thankfully, at the moment I’m not in an episode, but I lose my logic when I enter one. Please pray for me.
P.S. Can you not refer to me as “emotionally disturbed” or a “mental case” or as “insane” or “crazy”? I’d like to think of depression like asthma that can be kept under control and can even go away completely. However, you don’t call people with asthma “respirationally disturbed.”
I swear I’ll get help in college next year, but for now, there’s literally no way for financial and familial reasons. Thankfully, at the moment I’m not in an episode, but I lose my logic when I enter one. Please pray for me.
P.S. Can you not refer to me as “emotionally disturbed” or a “mental case” or as “insane” or “crazy”? I’d like to think of depression like asthma that can be kept under control and can even go away completely. However, you don’t call people with asthma “respirationally disturbed.”
