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I fell pregnant at 15 years old after being raped by my 29 year old scout leader and have recently been through court, sadly due to a stupid loophole in the english legal system and because social services ignored my complaints as a child he has been released without so much as a slap on the wrist (despite having admitted to being my little boys father, hes saying i consented and i have no proof that i didnt) and he is allowed to continue to work with children.
The local newspaper has printed the story today but as is usual for my local paper they have made mistakes and knowing everyone has read it is really upsetting me and i am worried about what this will be doing to my son (who is now 6) I have never told him how i came to have him because i dont think he needs to know what his father did (he knows who his dad is because ive allowed supervised access until my son asked it to stop 2 years ago) but because he has been cleared the courts are going to force me to grant access and there will now also be a long custody battle.
I am woried that he might harm another child and if he does thats kind of my fault because if id been stronger and gone to the police when the abuse started the court says there is a chance he would have been at least charged with underage sex but i left it too late.
I’m not asking people to pray for me to get any justice or anything like that but please can people pray that he doesnt do this to anyone else and that my son may find the strength to get through this
The local newspaper has printed the story today but as is usual for my local paper they have made mistakes and knowing everyone has read it is really upsetting me and i am worried about what this will be doing to my son (who is now 6) I have never told him how i came to have him because i dont think he needs to know what his father did (he knows who his dad is because ive allowed supervised access until my son asked it to stop 2 years ago) but because he has been cleared the courts are going to force me to grant access and there will now also be a long custody battle.
I am woried that he might harm another child and if he does thats kind of my fault because if id been stronger and gone to the police when the abuse started the court says there is a chance he would have been at least charged with underage sex but i left it too late.
I’m not asking people to pray for me to get any justice or anything like that but please can people pray that he doesnt do this to anyone else and that my son may find the strength to get through this
