D
DeniseNY
Guest
I’m not happy with the state of my life right now, and I know something has to change. I just don’t know what that something is. I don’t really know in which direction I should go and, I don’t know what what would make me happy (or quite frankly if at this point, it’s even possible to be happy). When I have something specific for which I’m praying, I’m fully devoted to it because I feel like I have goal in mind (if that makes any sense). I’m at a loss for how to approach this spiritually. I’m doing the St Andrew Novena, but my mind wanders terribly during it. I kind of just want to throw my hands up in the air and say “God, I don’t know what to do”. It seems like that’s all I can manage at times.
I turned 46 today, and I’m reflecting a lot on my life and how I got to where I am, and I feel like a lot of the choices I’ve made have been really bad ones. I’m filled with a lot of regret right now. I feel like I not only missed out on a lot of life because of my choices, but I’ve now finally - FINALLY - come to realize that I never really discerned about what was right for me, and let my shyness and fears get in the way. They still kind of do, and I’m so tired of it. It’s a constant struggle. I want to be free of it.
Any prayers that could be offered would be appreciated. I just feel lost.
I turned 46 today, and I’m reflecting a lot on my life and how I got to where I am, and I feel like a lot of the choices I’ve made have been really bad ones. I’m filled with a lot of regret right now. I feel like I not only missed out on a lot of life because of my choices, but I’ve now finally - FINALLY - come to realize that I never really discerned about what was right for me, and let my shyness and fears get in the way. They still kind of do, and I’m so tired of it. It’s a constant struggle. I want to be free of it.
Any prayers that could be offered would be appreciated. I just feel lost.

