Final Update
This will likely be my final post here. And on this account. I’d love to keep responding to people criticizing me, and attacking my character… but there’s no point. That criticism doesn’t hurt me, it hurts you. It hurts you all spiritually, and it is totally uncharitable and is unrepresentative of the conduct of a Christian.
Since my post #9 on this thread, where I said I was perhaps discerning in prayer that the Lord God would provide an appropriate time and place for preaching, where my gift might be used most efficaciously… it seems that the details of the Lord’s plan have materialized to me.
I really don’t want to read what any of you say *. I’m sure, by the posts I’ve read on here, that you all think I’m not sincere at all. Well, this will be the last time I turn to CAF for a sincere problem. I have a spiritual director, as I’ve said somewhere on this thread.
For the rest of my life, I’ll just turn to priests, or other people I actually know in real life. Apparently my sincerity has been completely lost on all of you. Or perhaps you all just hate Protestant street preachers, so you carry that hatred over to a spiritual part of the body. People that are called to preach and teach. The two are synonymous. Teaching in this sense is spiritual, as in “instruction in the Apostles doctrine”, which we read about in Acts 2. So, it’s not referring to teachers. The education system wasn’t invented yet. But, religious instruction, or to teach the gospel.
Many parts, one body. Do not attack my part of the body. If I was called to work at a homeless shelter, I would pursue that with the same zeal as I pursue my calling in this world. And, I’m sure no one would call me mentally ill for performing that ministry. But, my gifts have not led me to serve the homeless… as best as I can tell, I have the spiritual gifts of preaching, teaching, knowledge, wisdom, and leadership. And that’s all I know right now. My heart also sometimes feels like its physically on fire when I pray… but I don’t know if that constitutes a spiritual gift.
And yes, I like talking to non-Catholic Christians about these things, because they actually use this language. Quite frankly, if you don’t know what your spiritual gifts are, and you are reading this, then I’d prefer that you find out what they are. Rather than mock me.
So yeah, my experience has been terrible here. This wasn’t my first, but I think it will be my last. I barely came back. And, I won’t have any positives to draw me back again.
Again: Priests and parishoners > CAF members
Real Life > Internet
If I was not clear, for those of you who might be interested. It has become clear to me, in prayer. As I sincerely approached this. That the Lord God will gather certain people at my parish together, at a certain time later this year. And I will preach to them, I hope not a single word that is my own, but let every word I speak be breathed by the Holy Spirit.
I’m very excited. I have friends at my parish who are very excited for me. And there are friends at my parish who will be alongside me.
And, the ministry which we will be starting, by the grace of God, will not be related to street preaching, or the contraception mandate. But, rather preaching and teaching as it is related to the Word of God. IE: Forming Bible studies for the purposes of making disciples of Christ. Both inside and outside the Church.
Yep.
Goodbye.
And may the Lord God Bless and keep every one of you.
I hope each one of you discerns the gifts and talents that the Lord has entrusted to you. Remembering
Luke 14:48. I hope each one of you would do the Lord’s will, and that you would be made saints, and would share in the inheritance of our baptism. Namely, salvation.
Pax vobiscum!*