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I’m watching Fr. Corapi’s “Behold Your Mother” again, I met my birth mother last May, it was the single most blessed moment in my life! For the first time I had intamacy w/my mother, I never had that w/my adopted parents, not that I don’t love them or they me, there just was never any real intamacy. I shared things w/her that weekend I never shared w/my parents in over 40 years. This sustainded me for a while, but it’s not enough, I need a mother who will always be there, Fr. Corapi says we can have a relationship w/Mary. I looked for my birth mother over ten years ago, it proved to be difficult, so I gave up. In October of 06, I searched for her w/all my heart, I found her less then a month later. If I seek Mary w/all my heart, will I find her, and will she take me to her Son? I’m a self absorbed person, I do not love my neighbor as myself, I do not regard the poor, I’ve had many women in my life, but none I loved unselfishly, but I don’t know how to be anything other then what I am. I’m in a prison that I’ve tried so long to get out of to no avail, I’m tired, I don’t want to live like this any longer.