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waanju
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Okay, so I’m taking my very first college level philosophy class, on Responsibility, Guilt, and the Person. It’s a really interesting class, but it’s raised some serious questions about my faith. Everyone in the class but myself and one other student automatically assumes materialism to be true (and completely unopen to debate. The professor literally LAUGHED my classmate into silence). As a result, they’ve all slowly adopted a deterministic point of view.
For the first couple of weeks, this presented no serious challenge to my faith. I simply took the fact that our deep-rooted sense of free will’s incompatibility with a purely materialistic worldview was evidence in support of the soul. I acknowledged that to believe one argument takes just as much faith as to believe the other, and was thus able to hold onto belief.
However, every reading we do in support of free will seems, to be frank, really pathetic. Even those that suggest the non-material aspect that I was previously thinking of seem to flop once I think them through all the way. Basically, my problem is that if free will IS an action of the soul, what do we make each decision based on? Because our emotions, rationality, ect is from our past/genetic makeup/environment (right?), so it would have to be something else, and that seems kind of… random. Also if our free will was on the basis of our soul and we each have the same soul we’ve always had, would it even be fair that people that are less able to resist temptation are just as guilty of the sins they commit as someone with a “strong” soul? Or if all souls are equal, then the strength or weakness of resisting temptation would come from stuff that was outside the person’s control, so how is that fair?
Again, I REALLY REALLLY hope somebody can just point out where I"m being totally illogical. I just have this nasty feeling that all the arguments for free will sort of stem from the same desperation to rationalize it that I’m feeling and that they don’t stand up too well. I’ve looked and looked for what the church has to say, but everything seems to just say how free will is compatible with omniscience (like Boethius, but I understand THAT).
Sorry if this is me just being ignorant… I’ll be the first to admit I’m nowhere near intellectual maturity.
For the first couple of weeks, this presented no serious challenge to my faith. I simply took the fact that our deep-rooted sense of free will’s incompatibility with a purely materialistic worldview was evidence in support of the soul. I acknowledged that to believe one argument takes just as much faith as to believe the other, and was thus able to hold onto belief.
However, every reading we do in support of free will seems, to be frank, really pathetic. Even those that suggest the non-material aspect that I was previously thinking of seem to flop once I think them through all the way. Basically, my problem is that if free will IS an action of the soul, what do we make each decision based on? Because our emotions, rationality, ect is from our past/genetic makeup/environment (right?), so it would have to be something else, and that seems kind of… random. Also if our free will was on the basis of our soul and we each have the same soul we’ve always had, would it even be fair that people that are less able to resist temptation are just as guilty of the sins they commit as someone with a “strong” soul? Or if all souls are equal, then the strength or weakness of resisting temptation would come from stuff that was outside the person’s control, so how is that fair?
Again, I REALLY REALLLY hope somebody can just point out where I"m being totally illogical. I just have this nasty feeling that all the arguments for free will sort of stem from the same desperation to rationalize it that I’m feeling and that they don’t stand up too well. I’ve looked and looked for what the church has to say, but everything seems to just say how free will is compatible with omniscience (like Boethius, but I understand THAT).
Sorry if this is me just being ignorant… I’ll be the first to admit I’m nowhere near intellectual maturity.