Hello everybody. This is my first post. I am a dualistic pantheist, as in, I believe “God” or whatever you wish to call him, is essentially a supernatural essence permeating, though not controlling, all things. All things are part of him, but he is not really a conscious thing. We make up God, God is life, the flow of life. This makes me a theist, but not a deist.
Please keep an open mind
Now, many Christians call atheism evil, or unlikely… “with such a wonderful world, how can there be no God?” Well, what makes the world so wonderful? Life, right? Animals, grass… it’s so great, man! We have science proving that evolution and the Big Bang occured, creating life. So God must have done that, right? Caused that? Weeellll, in all likelihood… how plausible is it that any conscious, singular, “human-like” being singlehandedly created all of that? It just raises far too many questions. First and foremost, how come I’m not like that, but “God” is? This question brought me to the conclusion that only a totally different type of being, that was not conscious and beyond our comprehension, could do something like this, if anyone did it at all. So God must be either a metaphor, nonexistent, or (to account for things such as luck, and how perfect everything seems to be) an unconscious “spiritual essence” permeating everything, life. Those three ideas seem the most plausible to me. I vary between those three beliefs at times.
Christianity brings WAYYY too many particulars into the equation… like, was a 2000 year old person named Jesus God? Well, if belief in God and all the associated particulars is to be considered “a leap of faith”… Jesus just can’t be God. It’s all about the message, people. Jesus told us to love each other, he didn’t throw particulars in our face… the BIBLE does, though. You can never prove it to be inerrant… it was written 100 years AFTER Jesus “died” or whatever you believe happened to him.
I have nothing against open-minded Christians, I do not want to convert you to my way of thinking. I hope I was able to make you think about something, or open your mind to something.
May whoever your God is bless you!