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Hello cheddar… I do understand what you have written. Thank you for sharing your heart and your thoughts. I too have seen much within the Church that was disheartening and there were times that I thought about leaving. I did not leave for two reasons one… where would I go and two… I did come to realize that to focus on myself ( for there was still much within me that was also disheartening and still is) others or what is wrong within the Church or outside of the Church was a sure way to loose sight of **what God has done and what God is doing. **It is so easy to fall into negativity and this is never from the Lord.Catherine S,
I have no doubt that the Catholic church has the protection of the Holy Spirit over it. I have no doubt that many Christian churches do.
There are definitely some new churches that claim to be the church Christ established, but that is neither here nor there, anyone can claim whatever they want.
I am not here to take issue with the church, as much as the finger pointing. “Look what those protestants do!!! They can’t even keep their own together…” That sort of thing. Because, the Catholics don’t do any better at it.
In that sense, I think Protestantism is generally more honest. If you don’t agree with the teachings of your church, you leave and find one who you feel has the truth. If your Catholic, you just keep calling yourself Catholic and do your own thing. Then the church keeps calling you Catholic too and brags about its numbers.
Even if you leave, if you were baptised Catholic, they hold claim to you. A strange sort of unity, I have heard it called mystical. I have heard theology which claims that all people on earth are really part of the Catholic church, they are just in ignorance or denial of it, and may still be saved by this mystical relationship through the salvific relationship between Christ and his church.
That is very generous! I mean that sincerely.
This has been my experience as a cradle Catholic. If you disagree with teachings or don’t live by them, you are called things like “Cafeteria Catholic” and scorned, and some will say things like “if you don’t believe what the church teaches…why don’t you just leave?” Then, if you do leave, they say “once a Catholic, always a Catholic. You’re still Catholic…” Hmmm…
I left the Catholic church less over doctrinal issues than over integrity issues. When I was a Catholic, I was a really good Catholic. When issues arose that prayer, study etc couldn’t resolve, I tried to have them answered through the proper means. When I couldn’t get resolution, I left, because I couldn’t see staying if I was going to be a bad Catholic.
People spent many more words on me about leaving, than they ever did trying to help me work through the issues. I guess that losing a team member mattered more than helping me be a good team member.No one cared how I felt or what I believed, as long as I stayed. This reinforced my sense that integrity mattered little to the church.
“Look how many people wear our jersey!” is a statement that falls on skeptical ears with me. I was part of the team, I know, sadly, how little that jersey means. It is not one that a person has to earn, or even want. They just have to be willing to put it on to keep everyone happy.
I keep thinking of the parable…a father had two sons, he asked them to do a task for him, one said yes, but never did it, the other said no, but repented and went and completed the task…Which one did what his father asked?
cheddar
I began to realize that the Eucharist is and must become more and more central to our lives. The Catholic Church set aside The Year Of The Eucharist to incourage us to contemplate this wonderful mystery and great gift of Jesus Christ so that we might refocus and grow. We all need to take this to heart and to pray for deeper understanding so the Lord will bless us with deeper faith and healing.
Jesus prayed to His Father that we would all be one as He and His Father were one so that the world would believe that the Father had sent Him. He does not fail us but we are failing Him.
The pointing of fingers at the world or at one another by all who call themselves christain begs a need for repentance for **it is we who have allowed, caused in many ways and participate in the condition of the so called secular world and the disunity within Christianity. **I believe that the Lord is trying to teach us and to chastize us in our day.
The Eucharist is His most precious gift to us all and in it lies our renewal.
God Bless You Cheddar,
Catherine