Graceseeker,
I am not asking you to believe like I believe. Believe like you believe because YOU are created in the image and likeness of God. There is only one of you. However, if you believe something - don’t believe man-made teachings. Read and believe the WHOLE Bible and those teachings you cleave to ‘should’ through logic, be proven inadequate.
I am going to stand out on a limb here together with many that have stood on before - and say that for ALL who claim the title of Christians - the Holy Eucharist is the Source and Summit of your faith too…whether you know it yet or not. You have to take your blinders off…your resentments and discriminations - and read just Scripture and the Early Church Fathers. Then, to see the continuity, and if you are brave enough - read Catholic books on the subject. This teaching of the Body and Blood of Christ in the Fathers plan of salvation must be re-evaluated by the protestants in the light of history and Scripture. If, for 1500 years, we got it right, why do we now have it wrong? Especially when the evidence, dare I say Truth of it, is that we have it right?
Graceseeker, you frame me as someone who hasn’t studied anything outside of the Church. I was baptized Catholic but never raised as one. My religion was born of the world and not out of a church. My “communion” with my friends at one time were sex, drugs, and rock and roll. I grew up a little and studied lots of religions because I was running on empty and could feel the calling to something more. Nothing felt complete. I pittled around with Hinduism (too Golden Calf-like), Buddhism (too Humanistic), and various bents of protestantism. It was only in the Church that I was baptized in and the meticulous dissection and study of its beginning, history, and teachings, and from the Bible it gave to the world, that I had found completeness and Truth. I am no pushover. I am one who seeks out the details in everything…not just religion. I study, study, and study some more…football, baseball, computers, networks…its who I am…so this was not some blind leap of faith I made. Logic, more than any other character trait of me, was used to make such a decision, and is what made me pursue being more fully what I already was…Catholic.
In not addressing deep, deep, deep, (did I say deep?) issues, I lapsed back into the lifestyle of the not so rich and famous. I became an alcoholic and rather than go through the long story of that self realization - read my other posts. Due to my spiritual illness that alcoholism and disregard for the Church that I had, I fasted for 10 years from the Holy Eucharist…and can tell you that when you have partaken of God so intimately before, and take it for granted, this leads to a darkness that I could write a novel on and may just do sometime if God wills it. The darkness was so prevalent, that if I didn’t begin studying again, and if it weren’t for the grace of God - I would have left His Church.
So to summarize, I know your points. I didn’t learn them from this forum or Karl Keatings books. I read the same books you do…the same Bible you do…and studied.
What brought me to my knees was this logic that I continue to repeat because if anything a disunited (is that a word?) Christianity grieves the Father over - it is the importance of the Holy Eucharist in the life of His adopted children through Christ:
For thousands of years, there was one religion established by God the Father in the Old Testament. The ‘details’ of that religion is replete throughout the Old Testament.
Then there was the New Testament - and being the fulfilled Jews we are - the ‘details’ were perfected.
Then, for 1500 years - there was one understanding of the Holy Eucharist - the Body and Blood of the Lord that gives Life. ONE. That understanding - ‘the details’ - hinge on this very plain saying “Unless you eat My Body and drink My Blood, you cannot have My Life.” The ‘details’ of the Holy Eucharist can be gleaned from Christ Himself and any writing of the Early Church Fathers. This is one of the most basic elements of Truth that in the Church hasn’t changed since Christ uttered His words, “Take this and eat. This is My Body which will be given up for you…Take this and drink, this is My Blood of the New and Everlasting Covenant which shall be shed for the forgiveness of sins.”
You cannot argue with the Scriptural evidence that backs it. Christians weren’t confused for those 1500 years trying to determine True Worship because any Church calling itself just Christian had the altar, a priesthood, and the Holy Sacrifice. They knew what the central point was that marked the True Church.
I pray you will one day realize that you belong to a church that does not offer the Body and Blood of Christ fully as God the Father intended. That is one detail you might want to reconsider because the error of this began with the founder of your church - this error you are not responsible for…but you add to the error with your carrying of the tradition of YOUR church teaching which ironically is very unscriptural. This error is the one point - where if we can learn it together as taught by God the Father in the Old Testament and perfected by Christ in the New Testament, handed on to the Apostles which is celebrated today, if we can understand this teaching - it will bring us finally to the Oneness called for in John 17. We can use scripture alone and the ancient teachings if you prefer…and we will not introduce any Catechism into the dialogue. Because what the protestants have if not ousted from their midst, then redefined to suit their sect, is one of the most clearest and THE ESSENTIAL teaching in the Old and New Testament.
Personal relationship with Christ? Nothing gets more personal…
God bless,
luke1_28