Voluntary pretty much means “at your own will”. Basically, I asked if you could have a vision of anything you wished.
I firmly believe no one can do that. I’ve really studied this subject a lot and no one can “conjure the dead” or “have a vision.” This is like the wind blowing or something, you don’t know when it will come or… okay, I want to avoid the problem of discussing personal revelations, so, since we are talking just about psychism here, here’s one not religious:
http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-tgXcB3gTa...iY4/s1600/visionintersectionspringfield.JPGIt was about 10:30A.M. when I left the grocery store, I was pretty happy with my early start to the day. As I drove north I got just a bit tense as always when I approached this intersection, which at 10:30 instead of dawn, like this picture, is a pretty busy one. I got this recent photo of it off Google maps, and I see they’ve repaved since I lived there. When I was there the edges of the road were rough and crumbly, and if you left the surface, you were in weeds at the edge of a ditch.
I had a big old 4x4 then, and the road approaches at a very slight angle, so you have to correct a little bit or you end up driving into the opposing lane. It’s a narrow road and that nice line behind which westbound traffic should stop wasn’t there when I lived there, the drivers who wanted to turn right would crowd up pretty much into the intersection. Driving around them, avoiding the oncoming cars, making the adjustment, it was just a place where you had to pay attention.
See that bottom yellow blotch? I was driving about 35mph and that was where I was when the vision started. Everything around me disappeared but the vision, it was a 3-D technicolor experience, just like being the camera in a movie:** I was standing in the front doorway of a friend’s home, looking down at the her husband who was standing next to a suitcase and saying something. There was no sound, I didn’t hear him. He was in front of the car in the drive and I knew he was leaving her.** See that yellow blotch at the top? That’s where I was back in my car driving again. Or maybe a few car lengths further north, but I don’t think it matters. I have no memory at all of negotiating the intersection.
My question was “who was driving the car?” I dunno. I read a few years later that Saint Mary Magdalene diPazzi would be in visions all day and do her sewing and chores. I have all these written down someplace if anyone is interested PM me.
BTW: The other psychics are the people that are like the ones mentioned in the first post. You said you once “practiced” as a psychic, so I wanted to know if that was what you did.
I did mediumship online in a forum that is now defunct and then I did them at home for money. You have to charge some money even if you are rich, IMO, because if not you get all kinds of weirdos. (I
know how that sounded!) But like I said, I moved and the new parish was substantially different. I hope in future to have a spiritual director and then I’ll see if I should continue. It happens if I pray, I can’t stop it.