Thank you for the (name removed by moderator)ut and I read this before. And forgive my having difficulty articulating myself. But here I speaking about venial sins that one has repeated before in the past. Like you’ve fallen into the same sin again likely through no# 1 pride or some stupid reason you find yourself repeating the same sin.
Any venial sin can be repeated sometimes over and over again.
But all a sudden before Holy Communion your senses become aware that you have offended God again and you don’t feel right about yourself. Due to guilt one refrains from going to Holy Communion because they feel inwardly the shame of that sinful guilt.
Sorry if I sound like I’m repeating myself. I’ve read of some Saints who written similar instances. Not that I’m anywhere remotely a saint. Perhaps its a mental block or something. Hard to articulate.
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If your not remotely a saint…need to go to confession
CCC:
823 "The Church . . . is held, as a matter of faith, to be unfailingly holy. This is because Christ, the Son of God, who with the Father and the Spirit is hailed as ‘alone holy,’ loved the Church as his Bride, giving himself up for her so as to sanctify her; he joined her to himself as his body and endowed her with the gift of the Holy Spirit for the glory of God."289 The Church, then, is "the holy People of God,"290 and her members are called “saints.”
Pope Benedict XVI:
“In his First Letter to the Corinthians, St Paul addresses “those sanctified in Christ Jesus, called to be saints together with all those who in every place call on the name of our Lord Jesus Christ” (I Cor 1: 2). Indeed, Christians are
already saints because Baptism unites them to Jesus and to his Paschal Mystery, but at the same time they must* become* so by conforming themselves every more closely to him”
“Sometimes, people think that holiness is a privileged condition reserved for the few elect. Actually, becoming holy is every Christian’s task, indeed, we could say, every person’s! The Apostle writes that God has always blessed us and has chosen us in Christ “that we should be holy and blameless before him… in love” (Eph 1: 3-5). … The “Way” is Christ, the Son, the Holy One of God: “no one comes to the Father but by me [Jesus]” (cf. Jn 14: 6).”
vatican.va/holy_father/benedict_xvi/angelus/2007/documents/hf_ben-xvi_ang_20071101_all-saints_en.html
As to repeated venial sins…yes such can be the struggle of the Christian --seek more and more to struggle particularly against the more deliberate ones.
But no they do not keep one from Holy Communion.
And PS Venial sins can be forgiven in many ways…
Keep turning to Christ