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Thank you for sharing this sad experience. I am sorry your questions were met with such a harsh response. I also had many questions concerning the Marian doctrines before we converted from the Episcopal Church–at least we felt like we were Episcopalians still, but we had not attended for a year, or so, at that point. I wrote an article on some of these Marian issues last year. Although I am thinking about streamlining it for publication, it remains a work in progress. If it would be any assistance to you, I’d be happy to forward a copy. What I found was that the things that troubled me the most concerning some aspects of Marian devotion were less associated directly with the Church than they were examples of Catholic culture–ie. the stumbling blocks to our family were not so much doctrines or dogmas, but the interpretation of these dogmas by lay people in the Church.To ABalsh - How I left:
I took out a book on the Marian doctrines from the parish library - Was asked if I was trying to convert someone. I said no that I had doubts about these dogmas. The person informed the pastor and I was told that I could not teach CCD or participate in the Evangelization Committee any longer.
I never violated my oath to teach nothing but Church doctrine to CCD classes as I was teaching Old Testament and I am well aware of what the doctrines are. I did not share my doubts with anyone other than that mention to that person in the library.
Realizing that to “pretend” I was a Catholic was not being honest so I left. Leaving was a great struggle over more than a year. I read many books by Protestants that converted to Catholicism to see how they dealt with this dogma. Basically it is on Papal/ Church authority.
I do not advise anyone who is Catholic and believes the papal declarations to leave. I think one must recognize that the Church is the authority on scripture, etc and you cannot ignore 2000 years of belief when reading scripture, But I am still not ready to accept this on papal authority since I don’t see this matter as a fundamental of salvation and others (such as St Thomas Moore had similar doubts). I am not bitter over this event as I feel I am now more honest to myself.
So then, my beloved, just as you have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your salvation with fear and trembling; - Phil 2:12
If we take are salvation seriously - we will always be questioning if we got it right. God Bless!