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For around six months or so now I’ve been kinda feeling like I want to move back up to my hometown. I am not really sure why because I like it just fine where I am. Ive been just fighting off thinking about moveing there for a couple of reasons. The first one is my Mom and Grandmother (her Mom) have not gotten along great over the years. My Grandmother still tries to control what Mom does with her life….That’s why we have not lived there since 1997. (although even Mom has said that Grandmother has been a lot more mellow the last few weeks) The second reason Ive been fighting off the thought of moving there is because I love that area abunch. Like I said its my hometown. I don’t want to chance my love for the place to blind me and it be my will that Iam doing and not God’s will.
And moving to there pops into my head. The thing is I do feel peaceful about it except for the fact I cant figure out why God would want me back there after all this time. Cos I like living here just fine.
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But I am starting to wonder if it might be God’s will because no matter how much I try not to think about moveing there I still end up thinking about it. I even remind myself that Ive not lived there since I was 10 and have not visited since 2004 so its prob not the same and not God’s will. But I still feel like I should live there. Its almost like a tugging. I even started planning on getting my business started and staying here but moving to there pops back in my head. So I thought about moving to other places Could it be God calling me to move there? The only reason Iam fighting it is because of how much I love that place I cant imagine God’s will be for me to move to the hometown that I love. What do yall think? Does it sound like God could be calling me to move there? Or just something inside me wanting to go back for some reason?