Hubriss:
- What is your reason for believing the church? There is no proof that anything the church says is correct. The church claims it is infallible, but you can’t really tell one way or another since it is impossible for anyone to have an experience of something outside of this physical/substantial world.
My answer to you, what is your real reason for
disbelief? Provide me absolute proof that some Supreme Being
doesn’t exist. While I was in the Navy, I met plenty of agnostics/atheists. I’ve heard all their arguments, and yours is nothing new, trust me. They would come up with all kinds of logical sounding arguments, and we would spend hours debating the finer points of philosophy and theology.
But, one person I used to debate with was honest about it. Agnostic/Atheistic belief is about sin, and the Church’s view on what it is and isn’t. The real reason for his non-belief (and what I’ve found to be all unbelievers) was that it gave him liscense to live an immoral life, and indulge in pleasures of the flesh, while not having to feel guilty about it. He said I was a fool for denying myself the pleasures of life, and not taking as much as I could possibly grab. After all, after this, there is nothing.
I replied that what he says may be true, but my way of life still has value. I did good to other people, treated them with respect (he was notorious for shafting his shipmates), let my wife know I loved her by remaining faithful (he was divorced 2X and had been unfaithful), and that if indeed there was nothing else after this life, I could take satisfaction in the fact that I did live my life honorably, and had the respect of others. He certainly did not. (Yes, I said that to him - on submarines, we don’t hesitate to tell someone if we think he’s a dirtbag. He knew it was true, too.)
Then I said what if
I am right and you are wrong? What if there
is a God, and that He is real, and that He will judge us by our lives? What then if you die? Is the possibility that something can exist without our physical perception worth the risk of your eternal soul?
You see, young man, your real reason for disbelief is that you are looking for an excuse to taste the pleasures of the flesh. You are young, developing your own mind about things, and see all the world has to offer, and you desire them. But there is an obstacle, and that is the moral teachings of religion. So, you come up with your argument that God may not exist, and that, or so you think, destroys that obstacle. That’s a BIG risk you are taking. Are you willing to risk the possibility that God does exist and spend all eternity in Hell, just so you can have liscense?
My friend thought so; and he cheated on his wife, stole from me and from others, went AWOL, and after he was processed out of the Navy for a Bad Conduct Discharge (a felony conviction), he was killed driving his motorcycle drunk. He was only 24. You see, one of the things about being young is you have no sense of death. But you could die at any minute. Nothing is guaranteed. I could give you a list a mile long of young people I’ve known who died suddenly (especially teenagers). You may be right about there being no God - but what if you’re wrong. Is your belief worth the risk?
From your posts, it sounds like your father and godfather deeply care for you and your eternal soul. Your lack of respect for them is disturbing. They are showing you the way of life that wisdom and years have shown them to be valuable being price. I have a 17 year old son, and if he said the things that you say, I would be greatly troubled, as I know they must be. You really need to listen to them, respect what say, and stop being so flip and disrespectful.
Finally, my advice to you, is that before you fully embrace your agnosticism (that’s why you came here, for final proof to yourself that you had the “winning argument” or in the hope that someone could come up with something convincing enough to you, because you secretly want to believe - which I think is probably the case) ask that if there is a God out there, for Him to reveal Himself to you in a real way. What have you got to lose? If you are right, nothing will happen, and you can go about your merry way, having faith in nothing. Or, God will reveal Himself to you, and you will embrace Him, and save your eternal soul from Hell. You really owe it to yourself to make one last ditch effort.