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I am a newbie to the Catholic faith (in fact hoping to be received into the Church this Easter). Prior to this my Christian background is literally just about 3 months attending a Baptist Church about 15 years ago.
My question is this:
I have just watched nearly 6 hours of David Pawson (not a Catholic but a great Bible scholar) on Youtube talking about the Christian life etc.and it has awoken an old insecurity that has made me wonder if i have in fact ‘got it’.
Mr Pawson was asked about receiving the Holy Spirit. He stated that it was an essential for knowing yourself as a follower of Jesus and that everyone who has the Spirit would know it as when the Spirit comes to dwell within it’s a significant and sometimes earth shattering kind of experience.
Well i have never had that kind of experience. Of course i question my motivation for wanting it as a possible reason why it hasn’t happened. Do i want it for myself or others? Do i want it as a kind of status symbol?
Is this sort of experience more common in charasmatic churches?
For anyone that found their faith slowly and without ever having had a eureka moment does this have any significance. It confuses me.
My question is this:
I have just watched nearly 6 hours of David Pawson (not a Catholic but a great Bible scholar) on Youtube talking about the Christian life etc.and it has awoken an old insecurity that has made me wonder if i have in fact ‘got it’.
Mr Pawson was asked about receiving the Holy Spirit. He stated that it was an essential for knowing yourself as a follower of Jesus and that everyone who has the Spirit would know it as when the Spirit comes to dwell within it’s a significant and sometimes earth shattering kind of experience.
Well i have never had that kind of experience. Of course i question my motivation for wanting it as a possible reason why it hasn’t happened. Do i want it for myself or others? Do i want it as a kind of status symbol?
Is this sort of experience more common in charasmatic churches?
For anyone that found their faith slowly and without ever having had a eureka moment does this have any significance. It confuses me.