This very recent article from the Psychiatric Times calls post-abortion trauma syndrome “a fabricated mental disorder conceived by anti-abortion activists to advance their cause, not a scientifically based psychiatric disorder.”
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I can’t let that one pass and not answer. The APA reports are biased to fit Planned Parenthood’s political and $$$$ agenda. They don’t acknowledge dozens of studies conducted worldwide about post abortion trauma. Let me share a letter that I sent to the APA in August 2009:
"Dear members of the American Psychiatric Association,
You stated in a recent report that abortion has no effect on a woman’s mental health. This surprises me, as I am one of many women who have developed irrational thoughts and behavior after having 2 abortions.
Let me share with you how my abortions have affected me.
At age 18, my boyfriend coerced me into having an abortion using the RU486 pill. I didn’t want to take these pills and I was choking on them. I was thinking: “this pill might kill me, and it is surely going to kill my baby”. After the procedure, I started to have panic attacks and to be scared to swallow food solids, pills, liquids, dental instruments and also my own tongue.
At age 25, I had a curettage abortion. This baby was aborted out of fear, to protect him from his abusive drug addict father. I woke up after the procedure and saw the blood on my legs, I was feeling trapped in that building and trapped mentally. I burst into tears, repeating: “what have I done, what have I done”. My panic attacks (claustrophobia) occurred more often, especially when I was in medical buildings and elevators. I was having intrusive thoughts about swallowing my tongue and killing myself 24 hour a day. My mind was always on these thoughts, even when I was having a conversation with someone. I was not living in the reality, I was living in my own dark and desperate world. I would not sleep much at night because I thought I would swallow my tongue and die if I was sleeping in certain positions. I was always feeling physically and mentally exhausted.
At age 32, I was married and became pregnant. My husband would find me at the end of the day, curled up in a chair, crying and unable to speak. I was doing nothing all day long, just sitting in a chair, crying and reproaching myself with taking my children’s lives. I was taking antidepressants and sleeping pills to be able to function. I gave birth to my first live baby.
At age 34, I gave birth to a second live baby. After the delivery, I was passing blood clots and I started having nightmares. The blood clots were my 2 aborted babies and all the guilt, shame and fear resurfaced. I was beating myself up, because I had flushed 2 babies in the toilet and in the meanwhile gave birth to a healthy one. Why couldn’t I save them? I was wondering.
After my abortions and for years, I couldn’t hold a baby in my arms. I was thinking, if the parents knew what I have done, they would be appalled because I can harm babies. I was thinking that no one should trust me because what I have done is unforgivable. For years I didn’t have friends. I was hiding in my apartment, away from people and waiting for death to take me. In the winter time, I had to go see my doctor and beg for anxiety pills and antidepressants as my fears, guilt and shame were out of control. I was diagnosed with seasonal depression. Please note that both my abortions both took place in the winter time. To this day, I’m still having nightmares of lost or dying babies that I’m not able to save. I’m still having issues with claustrophobia, especially in hospitals.
These are some of the odd thoughts, emotions and behaviors I have been experiencing after abortion. I ask you, as psychiatric health professionals, to read my story, consider others like it, and make every effort to arrive at unbiased professional conclusions about the consequences of abortion. I trust that you are placing the best interests of your patients and the general public first."