LilianM;9932978:
I am very happy that you confessed this.
That’s just it…I haven’t confessed this yet. I haven’t deliberately withheld it from confession, but past sins keep coming to mind and I keep going to confession with them. One priest has told me not to confess any more sins from the past b/c I am scrupulous. Another priest has said he would have given me the same advice. So I am unsure whether to confess this now or not. But I am thinking maybe I should anyway…just to get rid of it forever. I am scrupulous NOW but years ago I was not. That’s the whole problem…I have much grave matter in my past, but in my present I blow “venial” matter into mortal matter.

When you had the massage did you know it was sinfull? Seems from what you said you did not.
If the action has been declared grave matter by the Church “mortal sin” but you did it without full knowledge or without complete consent then it is a “venial sin” and therefore when you went to confession even if you did not specifically remembered it at the time it would still be absolved.
Also venial sins are forgiven when you partake in the mass and do your “act of contrition” and ask God for forgiveness.
and pray this:
Spirit of our God, Father, Son , and Holy Spirit, Most Holy Trinity, Immaculate Virgin Mary, angels, archangels, and saints of Heaven, descend upon me. Please purify me, Lord, mold me, fill me with Yourself, use me. Banish all the forces of evil from me, destroy them, vanquish them, so that I can be healthy and do good deeds. Banish from me all spells, black magic, diabolic infestations, oppressions, possessions; all that is evil ,moral, spiritual, diabolical ailments.
Burn all these evils in hell, that they may never again touch me or any other creature in the entire world. I command and bid all the powers who molest me – by the power of God all powerful, in the name of Jesus Christ our Savior, through the intercession of the Immaculate Virgin Mary – to leave me forever, and to be consigned into the everlasting hell, where they will be bound by Saint Michael the archangel, Saint Gabriel, Saint Raphael, our guardian angels, and where they will be crushed under the heel of the Immaculate Virgin Mary.
In the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, I sign myself with the sign of the cross.
I remember that I am sealed into the New Covenant by the blood of the Lamb of God that takes away the sins of the world.
I asked to be filled and protected with the glory light of heaven and to radiate God’s light in all I do and to all that I meet this day.
May I be so filled with God’s holiness that heaven abides within me and no sin, sickness, bitterness, doubt or fear finds any place to lodge in me. May love, faith, humility, courage, wisdom, joy, peace and righteousness, fill me and radiate through me so that God’s Kingdom comes around me today.
Signed, sealed and protected by God and hidden in Christ I know that nothing can separate me from God’s love, joy and peace this day. God will never leave me and I will never leave him. I am His and He is mine. He is my Father and I am His beloved. May He delight in me while I delight in His presence all this day.
Be at peace.